Exposed Wound = Death

I've lost appetite on blogging these past few weeks.
Why?
No idea myself.
Tried to figure out but no single clue detected.
So this is my thought, as cliche as it may sounds, I've tired of revealing my social life to peoples. Somehow it's penetrating through me bit by bit and eventually will leave me expose with bleeding wound, revealing my weakness. I totally against that.

And why is the hell I'm still blogging here?
Cause I couldn't find the right place and the right person to talk to.
How I wish I have a nice beautiful lady with long hair as my counselor, who can actually hear me out and give some useful advices. Haha.
Guess I've bottled up too many nuisance things and make a big fuss over it. But that just out of my nerve control systems. That's what I am. *sigh*

So I was thinking to privatize my blog and only giving privilege to those who I felt worth of reading. So if you're lucky enough then you'll be added as the privilege ones. If not, try your best to convince me or else you're just the unlucky poor bastard. Haha.