Chain of Memories

Kris Allen New Song!!!

2010-11-25T14:15:00.001+08:00

So, Kris performed his new song believed to be titled "Leave You Alone" on the night before Thanksgiving, more importantly on MY birthday in Portland! Thanks for the birthday present dude! :D So, here it is! Enjoy the awesomeness! ;)

Kris's Appreciation Video of "Alright With Me"

2010-11-22T01:26:00.001+08:00

Kris put together this AWESOME video of Alright With Me! We are indeed the best fans EVER! Lol! Enjoy!

Cast of Harry Potter vs. American Accent

2010-11-21T01:57:00.000+08:00

Emma Watson is soo adorable despite having the hair cut short! <3

Movie Trailers - Movies Blog

No Boundaries Re-surfaced! (Reggae Version)

2010-10-23T14:39:00.001+08:00

Read the title and let the song speak for itself! Enjoy! ;)

Hallelujah

2010-09-09T23:03:00.002+08:00

"There have only been 4 people in history that have made this song their own.
Jeff Buckley.
Rufus Wainwright.
& You guys.
And I mean that, you have truly rocked this"

And I second this person's 2 cents! This version is soo darn good that I can't help myself but to post it! Enjoy!

p/s: If you're wondering, yes, these guys are the same as those who did cover on Airplanes/Brick by Boring Brick on my previous post. How unfortunate that the video didn't shown full size as in YouTube. For better viewing, do check the cover on the YouTube itself.

Karmahasutra

2010-09-09T04:56:00.000+08:00

This is a post I re-blog from another blogger that has touched my heart deeply. I just wish I can help 'em right now. ;(

Karmahasutra:

Yes. Those babies are lying on concrete.

Yes. That bottle is empty.

Yes. Those are mosquitoes & flies swarming their little bodies.

Yes. This is the condition of Pakistan, at the moment.

A couple of weeks have gone by since the floods in Pakistan have flowed and the number of people effected by this are staggering & record breaking.

Over 20 MILLION PEOPLE.
That is MORE THAN THE COMBINED TOTAL of the 2004 Tsunami, the 2005 Kashmir earthquake, the 2010 Haiti earthquake, and the American Katrina disaster.

How many of you knew about this? It’s a shame at the extreme lack of coverage on this horrific disaster. Pakistan is getting MINIMAL help.

Ignorance never ends, a recent poll was taken in America on whether if they would donate or have donated to Pakistan or not. 67% DO NOT wish or want to help Pakistan. 67%.

And as for the donations that are being sent… 60% of aid needed now, has not been delivered. Who has them & why haven’t they reached the public?

I was born in Karachi, Pakistan. My city is located in the south region of Pakistan (Sindh province). I can not fathom the words….The amount of hurt I am feeling.

No one is helping.

I try to blog about it daily…only getting a few notes or so..I post a picture of myself and in come the notes and comments. What I’m trying to say is, Please…take note of this. These people are innocent and now they are homeless and sick. Children are dying quickly due to the lack of care. People have drowned, crops are ruined..animals are dead, & homes are gone. It is being speculated that my city will eventually drown since it’s already low. The floods haven’t hurt my region yet but they have affected my friends & families home and so many other innocent people.

This picture breaks my heart..I want you all to look at this picture. What do you see?

Do you see terrorists? Do you see future killers? Do you see another plot against America? Do you see that in those mosquitoes that can possibly and most likely have left diseases such as malaria? Do you see harm in that empty bottle?

Extremists are the ones to blame, not Muslims. Why should we be left hopeless? We didn’t do anything.
And as for the Qu’ran burning this weekend in Florida, I believe….

The thought of that night makes me cry. Do you all understand the severity and ignorance of that act? Why isn’t anyone stopping them? My religion, my faith didn’t hurt you. EXTREMISTS DID. They are NOT religious. My faith is NOT a cult.

I don’t know what to do. I honestly don’t know. I’ve never felt this helpless. No one is helping, no one cares. Fuck neither do my own best friends know much about this.

Just look at this picture and think about what you’ve just read.

Help. Please.

If you can…I’m not asking for a shitload of cash. But please, try to donate. Donating to UNICEF will send aid to children. Donate to the Red Cross & the UN Foundation. I trust the most in these three foundations, they’ve actually managed to send and successfully help the victims.

One-fifth of the country is under water; 20 million+ people are homeless. All I ask is for you to help a little and spread awareness.

Bad Romance Mob Dance

2010-08-29T20:28:00.000+08:00

These guys are fun, awesome and hilarious! 5 Star entertainment! Enjoy!

Airplanes/ Brick By Boring Brick Cover

2010-08-28T17:37:00.001+08:00

Check out this awesome cover of Airplanes/ Brick By Boring Brick. The best I've ever heard so far! They have a fun people doing the back-ups! Enjoy!

p/s: Watch out for flying dog at the end of video! Lol!

The Truth

2010-08-22T23:43:00.002+08:00

Kris Allen's The Truth Video Clip had been released early this week. This VC is kick awesome! Enjoy!
Please vote The Truth for the Top 20 Video Countdown here

P/S: You'll be mesmerize by the chandelier's scene and if you watch the VC minus the perspective of Pat's scene, somehow it will be better, believe me! :D

So You Think You Can Dance?

2010-08-22T19:09:00.000+08:00

This is few awesome my top 5 dance for season 7 of SYTYCD! Sit tight and get your mind ready to get blown away! :)

1. Alex Wong & Twitch - Outta Your Mind [Hip-Hop]

2. Robert & Allison - Fix You [Contemporary]

3. Lauren <3 & Twitch - My Chick Bad [Hip-Hop]

4. Kent & Neil - How It Ends [Contemporary]

5. Robert & Dominic - Scars [Hip-Hop]

Air Asia X

2010-08-22T16:27:00.000+08:00

So I haven't been on here and update this virtual notepad for like 4++ months. That sure is crazy long duration for other bloggers yeah? But now that I'm back, I shall continue the story where I last left it unattended.
Alright! Quick recap. Previous post I said something about joining MSC Job Camp and yes, I made some new good friends. We completed the training together and some of us still attached up till now but now not just as friends but as colleagues as well. :) Yes people, I got myself a steady job. Yay me!

I am now working with Scicom under AirAsia X project as an Executives Customer Service. Well, at first I was assigned under AirAsia project but got transferred later after successfully passing the 1 month training period and for that, I am truly grateful albeit the shift they assigned us a little bit of like a rollercoster ride, crazy ups and downs. But with the pay that they gave, I say it's worthy a shot of the money and the experiences.

Thinking about how well I got paid, now I've like dozen of list running on my to-buy list. Thanks. -.-'
My last wish is hopefully I can survive for at least a year there because I believe it's a good opportunity for me to finally stand on my own two legs. Amin.

Oh btw, for those who wonder, I am not going to Liverpool to further my study this year. Financial boundaries. But I'll make sure I'm gonna set my foot there a year from now. That I Believe. :)

Let The End Begin

2010-04-29T07:40:00.000+08:00

So I attended Scicom Job Camp briefing past couple of week and decided to go for it since it's a good opportunity. Guess what? I'm starting the training today! Woot! I'm excited to meet new people and learn something new! ;)

Couch Potato? Tell me about it!

2010-04-01T09:01:00.003+08:00

Being unemployed for a couple of months wasn't that appealing but it wasn't that bad either.

Just look at how many achievements and amendments I've made--- to myself, twitter, blogspot or whatsoever other things. Okay, FINE! perhaps not to myself! All I did was being a couch potato, COOL couch potato! ;)

So let see---I've tweeted more than half of the total amount of my tweets these couple of months, I completed my UK application, made some new friends over the net, changed my blog layout (What do you think? Isn't it awesome and neat? ;D ) and managed to submit the Sime Darby scholarship application. Phew! That was a last minute act.

Anyway, yesterday on twitter, I saw #AprilWish in the trending. So my #AprilWish is to get myself a proper job and put myself in a good financial status. I know I'd kill to have this couch potato moment again someday but yes, I'm thinking of resigning from the COOL couch potato position. GOODBYE! I'm currently on search for job---I know, I'm just as excited as you guys! Will update the blog once I got myself one. ;)

Bounty Hunter?

2010-03-31T12:27:00.002+08:00

The name is Zieq.
I'm a hunter.
I am currently hunting jobs and scholarships.
If you do see any of 'em, please do report it to me.
Thank you

Regards,
The one who seek money.

Random: Take 1

2010-03-29T12:40:00.004+08:00

Wow! This blog is actually DEAD! If this is a human body, betcha it's already smell like a rotten pig. Why rotten pig? I don't know...it is just a metaphor than I randomly picked. Oh well, being random is just so much fun. Don't you think so?

So, did it ever occur to you why most of the amazing people live on the other side of the globe? It's been bothering me for quite a while now. And no, I'm not talking about those artists, I'm talking about real people here. The real people who naturally amazing without any media help.

Anyway, since I left this blog outdated for so long, I just wanna let you people know that I've graduated my diploma, just in case you don't know. Settled all my UK degree programme application. And now... trying to apply few scholarships but unfortunately, I can only fill in the form which I already did but can't submit it. Ya know why? Because that freaking stupid college hasn't release the final result yet. Guess they need the whole freaking year just to key in student's mark. Guess what? The dateline for this particular scholarship (Sime Darby specifically) that I'm applying is on March 31st!!! If I do miss this scholar, swear to God, if I have enough money to sue 'em, I'd do, no kidding.

BUMMER!

2010-02-02T15:00:00.002+08:00

Okay, apparently Kris Allen's tickets are not purchasable. What a bummer! So now I left with no choice but to win the ticket from Hitz.fm. But again, all these while I'm listening, only girls winning those tickets. Are they being bias here? Suck!

Once In A Lifetime, Perhaps?

2010-01-30T17:10:00.004+08:00

As you all well known, I am a big fan of Kris Allen. I mean BIG FAN! Haha!
Kris Allen coming down to Malaysia!!!

Am trynna get the passes for meet & greet with Kris Allen. Imma try call hitz.fm to get it for free but if I failed to get those passes, I'll purchase it for sure. But here's the deal...I am broke...and my parents are broke. So I need you guys to help me funding for that. Buy Maxis top-ups from me. Lowest amount is RM5.
You can bank-in the money to my CIMB account or give me in person. (I know this is ridiculous, but am just trying any way to collect money).
Here's the account number: 05110009566528.
All of your helps will be much appreciated. Thank you.

Year-End Post

2009-12-26T16:58:00.002+08:00

I know I've been out of the radar for like 3months+ and many of you left outdated. Thousand apologies. Apparently I like to update more on tweeter now rather than here. Tweeter is simpler and more convenience AND SHORT! But what the hell..I'm still gonna write something here even it takes like forever for me to update a new post.

Okay, since this is the "Year-End Post", I'll tell you the summary of my 2009!

Became an uncle.
Bought D90 and learnt more about photography.
Got into the photographer's clique.
Got kicked out of SS18-0203 b/c the college didn't pay the owner and moved to SS01-0402. It's on the 4th floor but next to the entrance.
The twins shifted to Paan's and we're left with 4 people.
Start playing basketball AGAIN and still playing until now.
Living a healthy life style, more sport, vegetables and mineral water.
Got better in Dota! ;p
But failed the thesis subject...almost TWICE! But luckily it's completed and to be submitted.
Gained the driving license.
Still kinda fail driving manual car. ;p
Being a photographer for Gala Night, one of the college's event.
Inspired by Kris Allen(LOL!) to play guitar and piano.
Bought a guitar, according to Nina it was "Nafsu tergantung" Haha!
Met with Feel Harmonix, the band!
Somehow, become attached to them until now. Glad I did. ;)
But not planning to get SO attached.
Driving skill improved. Lol!
Gained my dad's trust to drive his car. ;)
More and more late night outing and the parents already got used to it. Well, as long as I bring the house key.
Become a shisha addict =.="
Re-connect with high-school friends which is awesome! You guys are ONE of the BEST!
Become a twitter addict.
Planning to further study abroad in Liverpool, UK
Still struggling writing the personal statement for the UCAS as I don't even know where to start.
Still haven't compile the portfolio yet.
Still thinking of any of my achievement in that college to be include in the recommendation letter but apparently I can't think of any. ;(
I've to complete all that before January 15 or I can say goodbye to UK.
Now I'm left with 4 WEEKS before I finish my HND studies! Yay! I'm graduating soon!

So that's the gist of it. I still haven't think of any 2010 resolutions. But the resolutions would probably be related to the UK stuff. I'm certain about that. Lol! So again, wish me best of luck peeps! ;)

The Bestest Quote! Bestfriends = Bras!

2009-09-08T11:32:00.006+08:00

Again, I was bored. Exam is 3 hours from now and I'm kinda lazy to revise for now. So as I browse through the net searching for something interesting...I stumbled upon this quote.

" Best friends are like good bras: hard to find, supportive, comfortable, always lift you up, never let’s you down or leave you hanging, makes you look better, and are always close to your heart."

Okay, I might exaggerate a little bit, not the bestest quote but I find it rather interesting and...yes, very true as well. ;)

Choices

2009-09-08T11:12:00.003+08:00

Isn't it weird that sometimes we just have a very crystal clear vision on our goal as in we're able to foresee the future yet it is so hard to even figured out simple things like what are we gonna have for lunch or dinner, and either chocolate chip or butter scotch. Indeed very confusing.

Sometimes it seems like the life itself actually throwing us a simple decision to make but we as a human being do what we do best and make it much more complicated. How ignorance can we be? *Sigh*

"Reallies"

2009-09-05T17:53:00.004+08:00

Saturday morning, Sept 5th. Was bored and thus, I do what I do best, stalk people. Apparently, I re-discovered some of the missing blogs that I used to followed except it all has different URL now. I wonder why do they need to change the url every now and then? Being stalk much? Meh! I could care less (except for certain people) as long as I'm able keep track of 'em. So it's kinda nice to finally able to catch up with some new updates from long-lost friends (not so long actually ;p). Ya know what? Boredom can sometimes be a good thing. Right? If you push the rewind button and recap what I wrote, it was boredom that actually made me blog again. I was bored, I stalked, and more stalked and I'm bloggin'. Loving the randomness. Random is fun! ;)

Anyway, bunch of the YCs and I went to KLIA for Tqah's departure. Yes, she's flying off to Switzerland, furthering her study in Hospitality and Management. I bet she's already there by now. Hope she can survive the true face of the cruel world. Anyhow, take good care of yourself dear. Go break a Swiss's leg!! Did I ever tell you that I envy you damn much for being able to fly so fast while I'm here still longing for something fussy. Sending her off makes me realized that I really really really wanted to further abroad. Yes, previously I only have 2 "reallies", now I've 3! Lol!

So the plan is right now to go to MABECS and gather as much info as possible regarding UK and the University and execute the to-do-list to achieve the requirements. I'm damn concern about the scholarship but hopefully all goes well. Oh well, just to try my hardest.

Current Addiction:

TV Series: So You Think You Can Dance, How I Met Your Mother.
Song: Jason Mraz - If It Kills Me (From Cassanova Session),
Sarah Bareilles - Gravity (Cool Music Video!)

Game: DotA (as usual ;D)

Quickie

2009-07-18T20:39:00.002+08:00

So, it's been 3 months now since my last update yes? Thousand apology for that, I was pretty much a bummer to get myself on authoring my thoughts. But I'm still a bummer till now though, I've decided to take the IELTS examination, thus I need to sharpen my writing skill since it has rusted pretty badly.

Well, here's a quick update on what's happening for the past 3 months.

1. Last semester ended and I failed my thesis and design subject, now time for supplement.
2. I'm living a much healthier life now. Basketball, veggies, and lots and lots of mineral water.
3. Bought a pretty nice semi-acoustic guitar, will post the picture later if nothing got in the way. ;)
4. Got myself a license! Finally! :D
5. Right now, University of Liverpool is the 1st priority in the list. Sorry RMIT, you've dropped to #3.

So I think that's the gist of it.

p/s: I'm also a Kung-Fu Pets addict now. xD

MORE and MORE!

2009-04-30T20:03:00.002+08:00

I think I'm gonna start ranting about studying from now on and if you think I was ranting too much already, this time I'm gonna rant MORE! Just like Lily did. This semester has been really tough on me. I know some people might think "Oh,you're so lucky you don't have any exams to sit" but you people are absolutely wrong in many ways. No exam means piling up works waiting in the front door. I just don't get the way college manages things. How can they stacked all the hands-on subject in one semester? Dumb much? I don't know...just thinking of it give me a headache. Plus, all the fussy lecturers that sometimes request for impossibles. By far, I already received more than two rejections and it is only in the middle of semester. Who knows how many more rejections will I get in the future. It's fucking killing me!!!

But thanks to my sufficient determination for RMIT, I WILL NOT BACK OFF! I will fight this till the end, get my scholarship and fly over to Australia, or maybe even UK or US. All I know right now is I had enough of Malaysia. I need new refreshing environment. And what else did I know? I know that I really want this real badly. Words just couldn't describe the feelings. This is my dream! Enough said.

American Idol

2009-04-22T17:24:00.003+08:00

Well, I've to say I'm a fan of American Idol. But not a big fan. Just watch it for entertainment.
But this year American Idol has really gotten into my head. Yeah, believe it or not, it's true. If its not then I won't bother to blog about it. Make any sense? Lol...

Now left only 7 contestants. All of em are so damn good. At this moment you can say all of em deserve to be there and none should be going home. But rule is a rule. At the end only 2 gonna compete for the title of American Idol.

There are 3 of my favourite contestants. Allison Iraheta, a 16 years old high school student who has big raw talent. Kris Allen, a 23 years old married guy who has the voice, looks and creativity in music industry. And Adam Lambert, a 26 years old guy who possessed a very good vocal and crazy high pitch tone.

Really hoping both Allison and Kris would be in finals but I know somehow Adam's gonna steal one of the seats, so it's gonna be either Allison or Kris. The reason I don't want Adam in final because he already get himself lotsa lotsa fans and even if he got eliminate he would be doing just fine outside. So my vote totally going to Allison and Kris.

Wishing good luck and all the best for all the contestants. And for those whos having their exams too. ;)

More Whine~

2009-03-16T23:26:00.003+08:00

H3 started. It definitely gonna be hell of a long and pain journey.
4 subjects. 3 hands-on and a theory. I'm so gonna be left wayyy behind this semester. All the analysis, site visits, model making and guess what? I already got a thesis to do.
Unlike last semester, I was already taken over by the slothness in the beginning. So it's crystal clear what's gonna happen at the end. I've stepped one foot in hell. Sigh~

Plus, I'm currently in amidst of sharpening my photoshop skills. Gonna make sure my photos will be 'wow' like both aaron n rosie's. ;) So that's a plus one for the busyness.

Ok...I'm gonna stop all this whining now. Later!

P/s: I still can't figure any design for my initial. Some help plsss!

Tagged

2009-03-07T16:32:00.003+08:00

So I was tagged...by NadD, on my request out of boredom. Haha.
Here goes...

The Rules are simple. Use google, etc to search for the answers to the questions below. then you must choose a picture in the first page of result and post it as your answer.

1. the age of my next birthday
2. a place i like to travel
3. a favourite food
4. a favourite colour
5. a city i live in
6. the city i was born in
7. bad habit
8. college major
9. name of my love
10. would be tagged person

Answers:

Size 20 Model

Paris

Klang

10)

Ok. I'm done. Hope this will make u happy NadD. And no, I didn't cheat. ;)

AFR

2009-03-03T17:02:00.006+08:00

Well, as u can see I've add up new section to my blog. Flickr Photo Stream. And I also added the most awesome blog ever. AFR which stands for Aaron & Rosie's Fotography. They definitely won my heart. All the artworks are amazingly beautiful. I fell in love with their artworks yet in the same time I hate it. The more I look the envier I become. Isn't that kinda sux? What so special about their photos is that they're doing self-potrait concept which is rare to find the likes of them. Please take note that using DSLR for self-potrait is not a cam-whoring. Phone camera? Yes. Absolutely cam-whoring. Haha. So by any means pls do check them out here and here.

Oh, I'm gonna have my own flickr account soon. Pls do check out for mine too. ^.^

Mental Disorder!

2009-02-26T14:47:00.005+08:00

I'M ON HOLIDAY!
I'M SO BORED!
SOMEONE TAKE ME OUT OF HERE!
CALL ME AND TAKE ME OUT ON A DATE!!!
I NEED A DAAATTEEEEE!!!
ARGHHHHH!!!!!

Tagged by Lily and Ziela

2009-02-06T21:36:00.006+08:00

Questions below generated at http://mct421.deviantart.com/art/Question-Meme-Generator-69266481

1. Lily is actually Paan in disguise, you know.
Impossible! There's always one thing that differentiate Lily and others. ;)

2. What's Ika to you?
Friend, Classmate, Friend's Girlfriend. :D

3. What's NadD to you?
A psychotic who's trying to destroy the world. Haha. Kidding. She's a friend and a schoolmate. ;)

4. Who is Farid's best friend?
Afeeya Radzi?

5. Would you open a mystery gift Shawal just gave you, without much hesitation?
Hell NO! He must be up to something! Haha.

6. What would you do if Ziela confessed love to you?
HAHAHA! This is the funniest so far! If this happen I'll tell her this "Ziela, what about Farid? He's my friend you know. Plus, I don't have feelings for you. Sorry." *An immediate reject* HAHAHAHA!

7. Have you ever been in Nughul's house?
Yes

8. Have you dreamt of Nik before?
Yes, we went for a trip somewhere with all the guys.

9. Can Paan be bad influence?
Think so. No offence. But look what happened to Kitty. Haha.

10. Do you trust Ramadhan?
In certain aspect, yes.

I tagged Nazmi, Ain, and Buddy. Click on the above link for the questions.
Have fun doing the tag! :)

Maisara

2009-01-27T22:11:00.000+08:00

Once again I've been out of the radar. But this time it's only for 5 days. A longer period will come on the next holiday. Each time holiday I'll be cut off from the outside world. That's one of the reason I hate being at home. Yet, the presence of my new born niece kinda lighten up the ambiance at home. So, it is getting merrier and I absolutely like that. It's been a while. :)

Oh forgot to mention that the new born baby had already been named. The name is Maisara bt. Azmir. She really is a good girl. Cries only when she hungry and the rest of the time she smiles and sleeps. She's so adorable. Well, I've a thought of calling her Sara when she grow up and when it got to my sis, as expected she forbid me to do so. It is not fair alright! They taught her to call me Pak Su. WTH! I hate it! I don't even know what the word "su" stands for. Anyone? Haha. I'm so naive. Bah! Let it be. I'll teach her myself when she grown enough teeth. *Evil Laugh* Btw, Maisara even got her own blog. Isn't that awesome? Own blog at the age of 1 month. But I'm not sure myself what's the URL for her blog. Haha. Guess that's it to talk about her. She's only a month so not much can be talk about. Gonna update on her after a year maybe? :D

P/S: I still dont think it's too late to wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year! :)

January 18th!

2009-01-20T03:03:00.008+08:00

I suppose this post is already a lil bit too late to be publish.
The actual date was suppose to be January 18th but it's already January 20th! *Shrugged*
Never mind that. I'll just make it BIG and BOLD special only for you alone.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!
I LOVE YOU!

And not to forget,

LILY ZAHARA RAZALI.
Happy 19th Birthday Girl. Wish you all the best. :)

Current Obsession!

2009-01-12T02:02:00.002+08:00

Kate Voegele

Can't believe I made a post of her.
But I love her. ;)

Catch her on the latest season of One Tree Hill starring as Mia.
Once you listen to her song + watch her on OTH you will know why I love her.
Peace. :)

Memories

2009-01-11T18:30:00.005+08:00

Just woke up from a nap. Had a dream. Dreamt about a friend who I lost contact with few months ago. I don't know why all of sudden this starting to come back. Is it a sign of something or nothing instead? Current issue with this friend of mine is she kinda avoiding me for unknown reason. I don't know. That's the least I can assume based on her acts. But in my dream, I bump into her somewhere and she doesn't seem to know me yet I'm kinda familiar to her. Her memories serves none of meeting me yet she knows my name. I even tried to remind her but it was for nothing. So, what if she really forgetting me in real life? I hope not. Don't you forget me my dear friend.

Memories. From the moment we were born up till now, none of it was lost on the way. It is all connected, chained together. The things that you forgot doesn't mean you lost it. It just lies deep within your heart. Maybe you just need a little something to trigger your memories and once it triggered, another will do so as well. So my friend, even if you forget me, I'll help you remember. Friend Forever. Hope so. :D

Uncle Zieq ^^

2009-01-08T15:53:00.000+08:00

Yesterday morning when I woke up, there was one new text on my phone. The text sounded like this: "Salam. Haziq, Kaklong already been admitted @ DEMC. Wish her luck and pray for her safety on labouring a healthy baby." So, I texted my sister wishing her good luck. I called my mum to clarify the situation and she said kaklong still in detention ward waiting the right time to labour.

Later on that night around 8.45pm, received a call from my 2nd sister, Angah. She told me kaklong finally safe on labouring a healthy cute baby girl. She still hasn't been named yet. But it's ok, I still got myself a niece. I'm officially an uncle now. A real uncle. Haha. When she grown up I'm gonna have her to call me Uncle Zieq. I'm gonna teach her lotsa cool things and I'm gonna be a cool uncle myself. Haha.

So, gotta get back home either this weekend or next weekend to take a peek on the new born baby girl. Can't wait. Wait for your uncle to get home ya. :D

Happy New Year!

2008-12-30T02:06:00.005+08:00

Welcome 1430 Hijrah and 2009! Is it just me or the time really move on in high speed? I don't quite remember what was my resolutions for 2008 cause it's way too fast to cop with and that makes me tend to forgot all about it. But what I know is, most of my 2008 resolutions haven't been fulfilled YET. Well, beats me. How the hell in the world I'm gonna fulfill those resolutions if I keep locking myself in my own world of fantasies. So, I've decided not to list down any resolution for 2009 cause even if I do I bet once again I won't be able to fulfill all of it. Therefore, I'm just gonna let the flow leads the way to the future.

Regardless, there's is one resolution in my list that I will hang on to no matter how long, which is to possess a DSLR camera. I've been longing for it for almost 4 years now and I'm not gonna add another year. So, for 2009 I'm at my utmost determination will get my hands on the DSLR no matter what. I've prepared all the planning for it and I don't expect it to be failure. Btw, any donation in cash/cheque/credit card is acceptable and highly appreciated. :p

Ok, that's it for this year last post. Happy New Year Everyone! :)

3rd Year

2008-12-17T03:18:00.004+08:00

New semester is up! H2 with the "+" at the back. Still unable to register due to the outstanding fees. Currently using temporary pass to attend classes. How unfortunate.

I screwed up BIG TIME in my last semester. Gotta make it up for supplementary and hopefully will gain more than just Merit. I need at least 3 A's to keep the dean's secure. But my hunch tells me that I only able to get my hands on just 1 Distinction. So there I go, off the list of the dean's. Another how unfortunate. And who's to blame on that? Yeah, it's all on me. Think I deserve it. Maybe this is a lesson and a sign for me to strive harder. So, let be gone be by gone.

2 Subjects for this semester. IT Application and Specification & Contract Documentation. So far I've attended only one IT Application class and so far so good. She treats us well and we treat her well. Sounds good isn't it. Since everything's going on well, I don't think I've to mess up my mind worrying about another subject which being lectured by the very same person. So basically I've to see the same face figure within this 3 months time. Bored~ From this very moment, I'll try the very best to stay alive till the end of this road. Just another year baby! Yeah!!! Till then, back me up ya. :)

Big Day, Big Thanx!

2008-11-26T02:24:00.004+08:00

Big Day!!!. Yes, I just turned 19 on November 25th. So now I'm gonna express my big thanx to everyone who wishes me. I'll list down each one of you so that everyone can get the same amount of love from me. I'll try not to miss even a single name. Ok? This is gonna be hell of a long list. :D

CALL

-Mum
-Ika, Nughul, Mun, Kak Wati, Sya and Miza.
-Yana
-Farhan Fatah a.k.a Paan

TEXT

-Ecah
-Nazmi
-Kaklong, Azmir & The Baby
-Rezuin
-Nana
-Paan
-Mar
-Hamim
-Tqah

WEB

-Pacad
-Mai
-Za
-Farid
-Leon
-Ziela
-Lily
-Marla
-Mighah
-Faiz Feego
-Ifah
-Baity
-Nas
-Vincent
-Hafiz
-Ayie
-Rafiq
-Zhaf
-Jay
-Boy
-Pjal
-Ustad

BY PERSON

-Nik
-Kitty
-Jack
-Shawal
-Ibal
-Capiq
-Komeng
-Awang

Ok. That's the end of my list. For those whoever that I missed out your name, I do sorry and pls inform me and I'll gladly add u in my list. :)

Ika, Nughul, Mun, Kak Wati, Sya n Miza...You guys surprise me the most. Thnx a lot for singing the birthday song to me and also for the egg. It was flattering and I was speechless there for a moment. And thnx to you too Paan (Farhan Fatah) for calling me using private number. For a while there I thought Jessica Alba called to wish me a Happy Birthday but it end up being you. Haha. But still, Im glad. You're the only guy who called. You're the man dude!

Well, once again a big thanx to everyone for the wishes. May God Bless you all. :)

Karma

2008-11-25T09:11:00.002+08:00

I believe in Karma. But sometimes the karma doesn't really show itself. Where has it been to? I don't feel it anymore. Or maybe I just have lost it? Who knows. But what happen to all the deeds that I've done?? And all I get was nothing but a piece of shit of everyone as a payback. Sucks...BIG TIME! Well, I didn't say I wanted something in return for every good thing that I've done but the expectation of something good's gonna happen next is there. Sadly, none!

Back to the square one...running in unending circle.
Here I sit alone, grieving for myself.

Tense and More Tense!

2008-09-25T07:52:00.003+08:00

Ok...since my previous blog mentioned about Mr.Religious broke up with his "beloved" Ms.Bad Mouth. So now I've to amend my post which I shouldn't bother to, yet I'm doing so just to make things right. They're back together. Well I've no problem with that cause I don't give a damn and I don't wanna give a damn about it. I don't stick my nose in people's life unless if I care about 'em. Bad news, you're not in my blue-eyed boy list dude. No sweat.

*Sigh*
I've still got 2 assignments up on my shoulder to carry out before Raya's holiday and yet I've do nothing but slacking around like a moron with no future. Oh, did I mention about I'm going back TODAY? That left me just few hours to complete 2 assignments. So many work in so damn little time. That sounds so far-fetch to achive isn't it? Well, now I officially a dead man walking. I should probably just give up on either assignment but still I don't know if I can get even one assignment done before I go back. Some helping hand please. Wuuuu~ T_T
Wow...even at this moment I'm able to blogging. Impressive huh? Well this is one of the thing what I do best when my stress level boosting up at its maximum gauge. I just keep typing and typing what's on my mind till I feel a little ease. So the blogging result will be messy and disorganize and might be a little absurd but who cares...just wanted to reduce the tense.

Emotions

2008-09-22T03:08:00.007+08:00

What is it when your head is trying to grow hatred in you which you're not in dominant and you don't have a full control over it? It kept playing tricks in your mind, repeating, replaying the bad side of others so that you hate them till you feel like looking at a piece of shit every time you see their faces. But the worst case scenario, it even takes control of your dream. Means no more sweet and hilarious night sleep. Now, everything is filled with hatred. A dark thick flaming hatred. Is it a sign of something? Maybe it's time to put and end to all these nonsense and get serious. (Yeah Right!)

Oh, you know Mr.Religious with the "stone"? Somehow I started to detest his presence. I know I used to dislike him because of Ms.Bad Mouth but now knowing that they've broke up makes me even dislike him. Because of what? Because he kinda "dump" all his friends when she was around and only do things with us just for his or her own benefits. Now that she's gone, I feel like he's coming back in crawling seeking for sympathy and try to win us back. And that is so not gonna work on me. Maybe WE deserve an apology. That might work.

Recently, I just noticed that emotions do affect my blogging. I tend to blog only when I'm stress. So many things to spill out when I'm stress and it does help which I bet almost everyone thinks the same way, yes? So if you expect a short story like blogging, wait till my stress level is high enough. Otherwise, expect less from me cause I'm not the type who spill a single word. :)

New Environment

2008-08-07T21:26:00.002+08:00

New Post!
Like it or not, apparently I have to update this dull blog of mine or else these certain people will start to push me to do so. They just won't gimme a break at all. Sigh... *Whistling*

Well, the past 2 weeks of holiday was better than I expected it would to be. The first 5 days of holiday was spent on Pokemon Pearl game. I know you readers would probably think "macam budak² je main pokemon" but then it really helped me kill the time and I actually enjoyed it. :D

August 1st - Went to penang to attend my mum's nephew's wedding. Can't believe how much penang has change since the last time I went there which probably 10 years ago. Haha. Penang no longer a bored and dull place like it used to be where Komtar was the only place to go. No offence penang people. :p But now, it has quite a several place to go to. Oh, Batu Feringgi is full of foreigners nowadays. Good for eye-candy. Lotsa hot white chicks. *Grin*
What amaze me the most was the architecture. I've to admit that they really have sense of art in designing the houses. Nice and sophisticated. :)

Now I'm back at college, living in the usual routine of teenagers. Done with the registration. Results of last semester just like I expected it would be. So it's a relieve. New semester, H2 gonna be even tougher.
Here are the subject that gonna torture me soon:

1) Analytical Method - Damn! I hate calculations.
2) Principle of Architectural Design - I bet we have to design a building model for this subject which also another thing that I hate.
3) Refurbishment and Adaptation - I've hunch that this subject gonna be pain in the ass.
4) Technology B - I bet it's tougher than Technology A

And how unfortunate that I've to meet Mr.Afaq again for this semester. I'm stuck with him. What a mess. Hope he's gonna be softer than before, maintain his good side like he did at the end of last semester. Amin.

Wish me luck for this semester peeps. :)

Another Q&A

2008-08-07T11:32:00.003+08:00

# 1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Sad for sure but life must go on. I believe in karma so what goes around comes around. :)

# 2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To have a perfect Digital Single Lens Reflex (DSLR)?

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
Hurm...haven't thought of it yet. But maybe I'll do it in western style. :p

#4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Always. :)

#5 What's your ideal lover like?
Well, she must have both beauty and brain plus with loyal and skillful in making nice meal. :D

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
I've been waiting for my whole life, wait a lil bit longer won't hurt. :)

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Move on...

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
No.

#11 Is being tagged fun?
Sometimes

#12 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
I'll be 29. :D

#13 Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family and Friends

#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Smart

#15 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Single and rich of course! :D

#16 What's the first thing you do every morning?
Check the time, if I think it's too early I'll get back to sleep and if not I'll be in front of my PC

#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
Definitely NO! Lol!

#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one who attract me the most and the one that nearly match my ideal lover.

#19 What type of friends do you like?
Friends that always be there for you.

#20 What type of friends do you dislike?
Back Stabber

Tagged by : Lily
I tag anyone who feels like doing the Q&A. :D

-Random Thought-

2008-07-18T15:32:00.004+08:00

Sorry for being off the radar for this past few weeks. I was so busy with sooo many things up on my sleeves. Plus, I'm in the middle of examination week. Gotta complete all the assignments before exam ends. What a mess. *Sigh*

Well, don't you guys ever feel like blogging give you a headache? It does to me. Sometimes I just have no fcuking clue how to start it off and what to crap on it. Sometimes, when you're not in front of your desktop, ideas flooding in and when you're back facing the screen, it will just poof and gone, fly away from your thought. That's what been always backing me off from blogging. Presuming that is due to my lackness of english and also my weak mind. I'm helpless.

Weak mind. Does that also means immatured, yes? That is what people told me. I'm immatured. Why? Because I tend to see the blunder of the person I'm close to and make a big fuss over it. So, you see that as immatured or someone who worries and trying to make you realize your own mistakes? Well, it's you to decide upon that. I'm just being myself all the way, no hypocrisy at all. I mean AT ALL. So, take it or leave it. Please don't hate me for being myself because I bet you will even hate me when I put on a mask.

Oh, holiday's coming up. Means thats the end of this semester. A step further ahead to graduate. Hope the CGPA won't drop. I'm eager to get more of those Dean's List. Wish me luck peeps. :)

Exposed Wound = Death

2008-06-24T04:14:00.003+08:00

I've lost appetite on blogging these past few weeks.
Why?
No idea myself.
Tried to figure out but no single clue detected.
So this is my thought, as cliche as it may sounds, I've tired of revealing my social life to peoples. Somehow it's penetrating through me bit by bit and eventually will leave me expose with bleeding wound, revealing my weakness. I totally against that.

And why is the hell I'm still blogging here?
Cause I couldn't find the right place and the right person to talk to.
How I wish I have a nice beautiful lady with long hair as my counselor, who can actually hear me out and give some useful advices. Haha.
Guess I've bottled up too many nuisance things and make a big fuss over it. But that just out of my nerve control systems. That's what I am. *sigh*

So I was thinking to privatize my blog and only giving privilege to those who I felt worth of reading. So if you're lucky enough then you'll be added as the privilege ones. If not, try your best to convince me or else you're just the unlucky poor bastard. Haha.

I Got Tagged!

2008-05-29T19:07:00.004+08:00

The rules:
1. Put your music player on all your music, then shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 4 people.
5. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
For the Love by Drew Sidora ft. Mario

Your life's soundtrack?
Everyday I love you less and less by Kaiser Chiefs.
=.="

Do people secretly lust after you?
Hot by Avril Lavigne
Is there any connection to the Q?

What song would you strip to?
Save the Last Dance for Me by Micheal bubble'
Yeah baby~~

If a man in a van offered you candy, what would you do?
You're Beautiful by James Blunt
WTF!!!

What is your deep dark secret?
Extreme More than Words by ....(cant recall the artist)

What is your mortal enemy’s theme song?
Alone in the Dark by DJ Tiesto

What’s your personality like?
Flight 643 by DJ Tiesto
I dont get the idea here.... =.="

What do you think when you see the person you like?
Lovely by Deep Side
:D

What do your parents think of you?
You Must Be by Gina Rene

What will they play at your funeral?
You're my Everything by Santa Esmeralda
Im Glad~~ :)

What will they play at your wedding?
Everybody's Fool by Evanescenes
Ahaha! WTH laa...

If someone says, "Is this okay?" you say?
You'll be in my heart - Phil Collins

What is some good advice?
Have you ever really loved a woman by Bryan Adams

What does everyone else think about my current life?
Heaven Knows by Rick Price

What will your dying words be?
Losing Grip by Avril Lavigne
Shit...Why must this song? =.="

When I meet a guy/girl for the first time I say?
Imaginary by Evanescenes

When my parents are angry I say?
The best That You Can Do by Christopher Cross
I surely got whack! Haha

My current obsession?
Like a Boy by Kiara
Ahaha...Goodness Grace, this is sooo not my obsession! =.="

What song best represents my friendship with others?
My Love by JT

The next time you stand up in front of a group of people, you'll say?
Going Under by Evanescenes

Your favorite thing to say when drunk is?
No Air by Jordin Sparks ft. Chris Brown

Your innermost desire?
Still by Lional Richie

Your friends say behind your back?
Let Me Go by 3 Doors Down
Since when did I become so bossy? =.="

You say behind your friends' backs?
With you by Chris Brown

When you wake up in the morning, you mutter?
So Long Jimmy by James Blunt
WTH! Who's this Jimmy anyway?

If you found yourself lost on a desert island, you'd yell?
Elevator by Timbaland ft. Flo-Rida
Ahaha...expecting an elevator on a deserted island!

You scream during sex?
Im Like a Lawyer With the Way I'm Always Trying to Get You Off by Fall Out Boy

What's your excuse for reposting this?
Come Undone by Duran Duran
How tell hell its turn out to be true?? =.="

I tag anybody who reads this.

Faded Smile...

2008-05-26T04:30:00.005+08:00

How should I say this???
I really don't know how to express it...
It's all mixed up.
I'm sad!, I'm disappointed!, I'm upset! with THEM and also at myself.
Why can't I get things right? Why can't I make them listen to what I've to say?
THEY really let me down. :((

These 2 people really really really take my smile away and change it to sadness.
One with a problem and trying to run by doing something stupid.
And another one who can't accept any advise and keeps on running away.
A friend trying to give an advise and end up being countered with obscene language.
How can you tolerate with that?
Just admit it you STUPID FOOL! Admit that you've really fell for "it" and you can't find a way out. And when I'm telling you the fact, you mock me like hell, like I know nothing.
Who do you think I am? A stupid fool like you? You wrong! I am way smarter than that micro brain of yours!
Oh and if you're reading this, do you know why I'm still standing right in front of your face? Because I'm afraid of risking our friendship which might affect others as well. So be thankful to me for taking care of our friendship and your ugly asses. Seriously dude, you really such a pain in the ass. Just for reminder, I don't lost anything if I lost you but you WILL lost something if you lost me.

p/s: I know you might not be yourself at that time but still I am offended. And now I'm a total loser for not being able to straight things up. Thank You so much guys for the misery you brought into my life. :(

Birthday Bash! Again!

2008-05-20T04:41:00.004+08:00

Another birthday bash celebrated. This time was for the twins. Ramadhan and Shawal. Well, I don't think I need to elaborate more on what we did before the birthday bash because it's been like a must on each birthday bash to have rounds of Dota. However I do think that this time was a bit over the top. Seriously. They bought so many 'ingredient'. Eggs and flour as usual, added with new ingredient as such coffee, cooking oil?, and this last 'ingredient' would likely sounds odd...it's 'ayam masak merah'. What the heck! was that for right? What have gotten into these friends of mine punye otak. Haha. But it was fun though. This is like the first time I've really got my hands real dirty. Yes, I got both my hands mixed up with all the ingredients. Can you imagine the smells? If you think it must be really stinks then you just got it wrong. Haha. The smells actually not really stench. Apparently the smell of ayam masak merah outstands all the smells.

*Sigh*
This is gotten worst one after another. Just visualize when my time's up. I've no damn idea what else they could add in their so called so-smart-ingredient. Just hoping it's not as 'eeewww~' as this time. Haha.
If I'm not mistaken, next will be ayie. Gotta wait and see whats gonna happen next. So stay tune.
Haha. :D

W.o.W Specs Factors!

2008-05-17T17:38:00.005+08:00

Well, there's a software called netscan here where it links other's internet connections to ours and it works the other way around. While I'm looking through shared folders, one folder got my attention. It is something about selling computer hardwares. The hardware is kinda interesting and the price is very tempting if you know what I mean. But the attitude in replying to other person's sentences kinda shows some bad attitude there, or should I say the person thinks that he is the only one with knowledge in PC ?

Ok, here is the dialog. Not sure who type it though, I just simply copy and paste it here.
Read at your own risk!

-RAM DDR2 4gb =RM180 satu...kalo 2(RM290)
-Processer AMD athlon64™ 3.80GHz(cukup power) =RM270
-Motherbot bios star 6.00(support 8gb ram) =RM255
-H.disk 260gb =RM260
-Mouse wirless =RM130
-keybord wirless=RM20(white)

-speker bass :3000w= RM700 new beb

ape2 contect saye YM:abd_United@yahoo.com
no.hp=0122565874

-barang baik punyer bole jadi server beb..
sebab jual, aku dah pakai leptop skrg mls nak bawa balik pc berat ni
ape2 conttect aku ye
k.(semua dijamin Halal)
warenty 1mount)siap ngan reset, <---- What he meant is receipt. ^_^ -lawak seh mane de HDD 260gb
RAM mahal .. tu sekeping 1GB ke sekeping 2GB ?

-ade la *****...kalo xde apsal aku nk jual? bodo la ***** ni

-(aku nak!!
xnak speaker..
xnak mouse..
xnak h.disk..
xnak keyboard..)

-hardisk x leh kurang???

-xyah ckp ngan bdk yg xtaw psl hdd tu bro..dorg x men pc br..men pc kokak kot..hahhaha

-eleh...cam ko pro psal pc nak sound dak tuh..bajet bagus..kemak jer~~pc ko tuh ntah pc pak guard kai scan matrk card tu lagi bgus kot..ahaha

-binatang hanjing

-bro....lu nye hdd tu sd ke???klau sd ok..........klau laen xmo ar

-heh c'mon laa pc kokak? latest bro, hdd pun skrg 250gb, 320gb..260gb tah kurun bile tah wakakaka. mahal lak tu. 320gb skrg pun dh rm210 jek
-motherboard bios star? BIOSTAR ade laa kekekeke. model pe? geforce series? t-series? xkn xtau, ckp men pc br
-AMD athlon64 3.8GHz? single core? mahal tu, baik beli dual core X2 baru. baru RM215 ahaks
-RAM brand ape? kingston? mushkin? ocz? crucial? g.skill? xtau? freq 533 ke 667 ke 800? value ram 1gb ke 2gb?

-pegi mampusssssssssssssss laa *****!

-ape marah bro, tanye tu..kasi gambar laa nak tengok..RAM DDR2 533/667/800? Athlon64 3.8GHz setahu x wujud..2.8GHz ade laa, xpun typo model 3800+? HDD 260GB pun setahu xpenah wujud..harga baru SATA2 500GB pun da RM260-280 da
()v

- Rumah awak SS berapa yer ? Memang tak pernah nampak barang barang pc nih. Nak bawa satu legenda datang tengok technology baru.

-bapak mahall giler *****...weh macha...DDR 2 keping skang 70 ringgit je la...sepanjang aku belajar IT selama 5 taun x pernah aku jumpa harddisk 260 gb giler bodo nya ko nie....
mouse wireless ko sampai 130..lemon beli ngan bdk umah aku pun 50 hengget jek....hahahahaha
ko nie kecing kuat la ,,,

RAM DDR2 4gb =RM180 satu...kalo 2(RM290)
- 4x1GB DDR2-800 baru RM276..klu 2x2GB DDR2-800 RM278..nie seken RM180 RM290??
Processer AMD athlon64™ 3.80GHz(cukup power) =RM270
- AMD xpenah kuarkan 3.8GHz..setakat nie klu OC pun AMD masih xdapat cecah 3.8GHz..tu pun klu paham ape maksud OC laa kan??
Motherbot bios star 6.00(support 8gb ram) =RM255
- nie lagi satu, bios star?? Biostar ade laa tapi model 6.00 tah mane punye tah..Biostar TA690G/TF7050 pun support 8GB, harga baru RM264/269
H.disk 260gb =RM260
- HDD 260GB xpenah wujud..250GB ade laa, xpun 120GB+120GB+20GB = 3 HDD?? hahaha
Mouse wirless =RM130
- mouse wireless ape?? microsoft punye?? logitech?? zzz abes
* klu da xtau ape2 pasal pc tu xyah nak maki orang lain cam bagus..tego skit nak ngamok

Buang masa kau taip details camtu, dia bukan faham pun =P

Haaa...don't u find it hilarious?
I'm not trying to say I'm pro on PC hardwares, In fact,I myself just learnt a bit here and there about it. But still...I know what's on the list and what's not on list of PC harwares. If you read through the conversations, you'll also find that the price somehow is totally irrelevant. Goodness grace, where's in the hell this guy bought his specs at? And what do you think that makes me say that this specs of him is a WoW factor? Yes, the 3.8GHz of AMD Athlon Processor. That seriously is a WoW factor, no kidding. I would really love to set my eyes on it if its real. :)

Moral of the story...Make sure you're knowledgeable enough on something before you argue with people. Or maybe you can just do some research on it so you wouldn't get embarrassed. It won't gonna take long. At least not gonna take as long as you're going to take to recover your lost pride. Right?

Dude! You just drop your face off down to the ground. Smile! :)

Perfectionist Kills

2008-05-16T19:38:00.007+08:00

The more I stalks on other's blog, the more I felt my blog's duller.
The more I felt it's dull, the less I feel to blog. *Sigh*

How should I amend this blog of mine to suites my satisfaction?
What color should I use for the font?
Which interface should I put on?
Which background to choose?
What colors gonna please my eyes?
All these bullshit sometimes gimme a headache.
All these little thing which suppose to be ignore concerns me.
Being perfectionist sometimes can be weary. =.="
SUCH A PAIN IN D A**

Worst Day Gone Best

2008-05-12T13:02:00.008+08:00

May 9th 2008 - The day started with so much of hassle. Huge amount of works still undone. Unsure if I can keep the punctuality. All became chaotic. My works turned out not as neat as it always been. It was like the first time ever I used the normal thin paper as my cover page for assignments. And I messed up the font as well. From sophisticated Architext to a normal fugly Times New Roman. I just can't help it but to hate my ugly works. Nothing can be done. I don't give a damn about slightest mistake I made as long as the lecturer received my assignment safe and sound. That was all I thought that time. The world became smaller and smaller as the time passed by. How I wish I can just did like Fared and Danial. Complete the Pass question and having their good time playing games or do whatsoever they want. But then I just can't. I was aiming for Distinction. I've been struggling for the D. I want that D. So I might as well continue what I've started. But what if I don't get the D? All my hard work will be futile. This is so fucking stressful. Even after the works done you still have to think about it. Dammit. I hate HND world.

Luckily enough for me, the day didn't ended as bad as it started. It turned out to be the otherwise. It was all thanx to the 2 Days of Freedom concert. Yes, I went to PD after all the hassled. I'm with Nik, Fared, Aie, Nas, Shane, Hazrul and Rudy. The accommodation was sponsored by my dad. Thanx dad. Our real intention of going there was to check on DJ Tiesto since he's one of the best DJ but didn't expect that other DJs were good as well. Hot chicks are everywhere. Just can't take my eyes of them. Haha. But there's one I really can't turn my eyes away. She's cute. xD.
The concert was lively. It was wild. It was a blast! That was like the first time I let go of my inner self and it really felt good. Haha. Didn't expect that was coming from me right?
The concert ended at 4am but we were too tired to wait until then since we were all starved to death. So we chow around 3am and find a place to fill our stomach. Then we went back to resort and all started to doze off like a dead man.

May 10th 2008 - Day of laughter. We did nothing. Just lepak for the whole day.

May 11th 2008 - MOTHER's DAY! Happy Mother's Day mum. Love you! :)
Time to pack our belongings and leave the place for good. Back to our "beloved" college. On the way back, we stop by KFC for lunch and guess what?? I met the cute chick I was talking earlier. What a coincidence. Maybe I and her were meant to be together. Haha. Silly me. Then we just continued our way back to college and it was all that. Nothing much interesting happened. :)

No Rest? Over Rest?

2008-04-27T20:47:00.010+08:00

I was stalking at other people's blog while ago. Then I found this picture. Picture that related to me and it does amuse me and at the same time scares me a little. I think I really should consider on taking photography on future.

Architecture indeed is a great course but it is fucking tough. I know somehow I'm capable of achieving it but with this attitude I'm implying to my life right now? Nah...Just seems too far-fetch. I just can't help myself but to let the slothness get the best out of me. Progression of my assignments not even reach 10%. With all these BSET, Tech A and DPA need to be done by doing site visits...I AM FUCKING LAZY. Plus, with the habits of putting too much commitment on games which I still can't get rid off...I think I'm dying. My habits and education really don't resemble each other. Which one should I throw away? Habits or Educations? Lol! Stupid Q. I'm a moron, yes?! ;p So that's the end of it.

BSET - Building Services Engineering Technology
Tech A - Technology A
DPA - Design Principle and Application

Fixed!

2008-04-26T21:51:00.008+08:00

No more hatred, no more egos and no more silent treatment.
Things are back to normal. Thats for sure.

We're OK now. Trying to fix every single broken glasses we've caused ourself bit by bit. I know its not gonna be like how it was but it will be worth trying. I believe that. In fact, it might end up being better than it was. And I got lots of nakama* to help me out here. Thank you.
But at the end, its gonna be us who will decide wether to reinforce our friendship or ruin it.
I believe in you. I believe in myself. :)

Nakama* - Friends in Japanese

Reality Fairy Tales

2008-04-06T05:00:00.006+08:00

There's something got into me.
But I just don't know what it is.
This kind of feeling somehow feels good.

You know, sometimes when there's a moment u got butterflies in ur stomach and in the same time you feel happy, nervous, and all kind of feelings mixed up. Its all haywire. Yeah, thats the kind of feeling im going through right now when I meet this certain someone. Haha. I know, its kinda lousy right? But it actually really thrills me.
Does this what people called L.O.V.E? *Blush* xD

And what's so unfortunate bout this is I dunno what to do. So I just do nothing. Just go with the flow. Hope this will work somehow. Haha. What a high expectation I put on. Seems a little far-fetched to be true. And can't believe that at last I fell for someone in reality, not in my wildest dreams.
Yada Yada.
I've mumbling alot about this topic. Lame me. Guess I should stop here. Anecdot. ;)

Birthday Bash!

2008-04-03T01:11:00.000+08:00

April 3rd. Been celebrating 3 birthdays in a row. 1st to come was Dan and d second was nik. Happy belated birthday guys. And today is hilman's. Happy birthday dude. U're getting older and taller now. Even last time u were taller than me. Lol. What to do...Im just a shorty innocent guy. :p

Dan's and Nik's celebration was havoc! We went somewhere around sepang for ikan bakar. Quite a distance from mantin I must said. Took us around an hour to get there. The food was just so-so but the drink...sux. Tasteless for a juice. What a waste right? But if it somehow would make them happy, then it is ok la kot. Then we headed to pantai. The sand's there fucking nice and cold some more. Feels like wanna lay on it. Seriously, no kidding. :)
Next session was back to nilai for foosball. As always, got my ass kicked by tht fucker, Fared. Ya la, what to expect from newbie right? No way I can beat a semi-pro player. *Sigh*
Back to Mantin, we got ourself into cyber cafe and what else to do when we're there? That's right...DotA. My lucky night for dota. We had 3 games and I'm on d winning team for all 3 games. Hoorah!
Here comes the fun part which also d finale. Baling telor to birthday boys!!!!
They were both wet and stinked by d eggs. But I got myself wet by d egg as well. Trying to whack d egg behind Dan's back and the egg splash back at my face. Lol. Clumsy me. The egg sure is sticky. Gross.
Thts how we ended our day. :)

2008-03-29T05:06:00.000+08:00

New journey embarks here, this moment. Bye bye foundation and welcome HND. The world where restless people live in. A year down and 2 years more to go.

Well, lets have some preview for d past few weeks.
After suffered from last semester's subject, thought that d suffering met d end there but unfortunately it continued till d end of holiday. Sitting at home just too...LIFELESS! Thats d proper word to use I think. All went haywire coz of boredom. Cant really go out. So spent too much time on sleeping and d rest for movies,anime and TV series marathon.

Luckily d holiday finally ended. And am back here to college. And how fortunate to know that I did quite well on my last semester results eventhough I didnt complete my model but somehow I can get a grade not to say great but at least allowed me to maintain my pointer. For d rest of my subject, I got A's! Yay! Alhamdulillah.

Now still waiting for classes to commence. Lepaking here with friends kinda makes me relax a bit before back to be assignment's slave. Thnx guys esp. to Fared, Nik, Nas and Ayie. Kinda close to them lately. Dunno why. Maybe they're a bit more happening than d rest. Sorry to say that. Hope no one got offended.

Still got 2 days to relax. Gonna fully utilize d time wisely ;)

Im back...Again!

2008-03-03T12:10:00.000+08:00

*shrugged*...
Guess am back shittin' at this blogspot. Yeah,Its been a while...I know. but it cant be help since this semester is soooo very damn hectic for me to cop everything. This and that and so forth. Even an AI robot will eventually explode ya know. Hopefully I wont. *sigh*

At this moment I just wanna finish things up, end this chaotic semester and start a new one with LESS chaotic + LESS tense = MORE relax + MORE DotA. Lol. :p

Oh btw, 'thanx' to Lily Zahara Razali for making me bloggin' again. She kept on pushing me to update my blog and so did my bestie Naz.
And here I am wasted my time thinking up words for blogging instead of finishing my drawings. Haha. Fool me. :p

Ok...gtg now! Back to be drawing's slave. :)

2007-09-09T11:13:00.000+08:00

Ok...let starts the story with the tears dropping story. Xp
September 1st 2007 was the date when it happened, 1702 p.m got a call from housemate and surprise surprise, he told me that our house been robbed and the thing that was stolen is my one and only PC rigs and my 15' inchs LCD monitor along with the mouse. Damn those robbers, did they know that they just crush someone's dream? I just planning to buy Canon SLR EOS 400D Camera using MARA's but now...no more of those dream. I have to buy a new PC rigs instead. Sigh...Nothing else can be done, what past is past and some people said when something goes, other thing will come back in return. What goes around comes around aite?
Ouh btw, those police mantin are sux to the max. What with the moto "Mesra, cepat dan betul"?? Haha...that's a full of fucking crap. They're being very rude. I hate'em. But, maybe I'll swing back if they find the robbers.

Ok, done with that. Moving on forward to my trip to Jeram Toi with my fellow mates, Paan, Ramadhan, Kittie, Shawal, Gman, Virus, Mike Dan, Lily, Nughul, Ika and Moon last thursday. The trip was fun. Fun enough for me to forget about my stolen PC. Lol! The End. :p

2007-08-23T00:12:00.000+08:00

It's been 2 weeks I've been stranded here in this college. Gosh, its freaking bored and again, for this week I'm not going back home. But I don't really mind about that since makes no different here and home. What I really need right now is moolah. Damn..I'm broke! And what worst the money just can't stay put in the wallet...its kept flowing out like water. Guess I"ll just have to eat sand later on in order to survive. Lol!

Today is wednesday and it makes 2 days before was monday. Well...nothing much happened. Just went out to attend our new club meeting. According to plan, our meeting should be started at 8.30p.m and as usual we're a bit late. You know 'Janji melayu'. Hahaha! Then we wait for other members to come. Honestly, I'm not gonna piss off if commity members are late but guess who's late? It's our 'beloved' club president zaza. She's not just a mere late...she was damn late. I, lily, pinky, ziela, madhan and the rest had to wait for her about an hour. Its no longer 'Janji Melayu'...it has become 'Janji Keling'.

Ceyh...then she appeared along with a lot of excuses. "This problem and that problem"...For god sake, just save your excuses for other peoples. Like other peoples don't have any. She's so unprofessional by mixing up her problem with her 'job'. You're late and so be it. Next, they started the meeting, and at some point the meeting became slower and slower. I can barely hear them and what I do next? Of course I asked what's going on. Then guess what zaza said to me? "Ni xde kene mengena dgn ko". WTF!!! Then what am I there for? At least lily showed some effort to explain it to me.

Done with the meeting, me, paan, kittie, madhan, shawal and gman lepak there for a while then this is where the funny part begins. There's a grasshopper coming out of nowhere hop at my jeans then I push it off down the table then the grasshopper flew to shawal's feet and began to crawl. Haha. In a blink of second he stumbled up the table and send paan's nasi goreng daging merah flying down the road but the nasi goreng wasn't reach the road first. Its first destination was paan's lap. He's all wet with kuah daging merah. Hahaha. Poor paan, he's just about to eat and next the nasi goreng is gone. Xp

After that, we went to CC as usual to play DOTA. Done with DOTA at somewhere around 2.30a.m, we started our operation and prepared some tepung, telor and cili boh to thrown at Kittie since August 21st is his birthday. Happy Birthday Kittie!!! We had so much fun. Looking forward to your next year birthday kittie. Hahaha.

2007-07-24T12:56:00.000+08:00

Fuuhh...at last, final exam has ended. Bye bye exam and hello holiday!! XD
Gonna have break about 2 weeks and still planning what to do at home. Sigh...still can't think any of plan since all my Subang Jaya friends are gone and now left me and my thought here alone. It looks like I'm gonna die within this two weeks time!! Argh!!!

Well...Semester ends. Can't wait to start a new semester!! XD
But....new semester = no more seniors. :(
No more muimui, bobosh, zaffy, hamim, andy and others.
Gonna miss you guys!!!
Im praying for you guys!
Good luck for your future undertaking and all the best finding a good job out there!
Kalo ade free time come over and visit us laa... ;)

Am I fool enough to get distracted by games?

2007-07-01T19:04:00.000+08:00

Fuuhh...Its been a while since I enter this website!
With all those distraction I have here....Friends, games, games and games! I accidentally left my blog unupdated!
Why am I so addicted to games??
Sigh...What a loser! ;P

Nothing much to say either...
Everything's going on well like it should be....Except for my goodnight SLEEP and financial status!
Sigh...couldn't get enough sleep lately, again because of games! =.="
Why am I starting to become such a useless person???
Everything starts to run-off from the actual plan!
I really need to figure out something to fix this up!
God help me!

Preview

2007-05-24T18:36:00.000+08:00

Since i'm not updating my blog last week, here are some previews on what happen last weekends.
Well...I went back to my hometown on friday then on that night my mum suddently asked me to follow her to JJ to do some shopping...and of course along with my sis! My mum cant drive anyway and there's no way my sis would miss this moment of "glory". You know ladies! For God sake...enough with all these shopping thingy and get a life man,earn more and more money! Lol!
But seriously I dont know what my mum was thinking on by taking me along cause I'm not a shop-a-holic(seriously!) but then I was grateful, I was able to get my hands on few new clothes which I desperately need it. Lol! :D
Sigh...I'm sick of wearing the same shirt over and over and over again on the same occasion.
Btw,the clothes are one grey Giordano polo t-shirt and another one is stripe shirt from Seed. Both are my fav. brand! Ngee! :D
Well...I think that was all the fun part for the last week. Nothing much to tell anymore.
Just wait for my next post!
Thanx for the willingness to read my blog!
-Peace and Smile-

Ain't a first time!

2007-05-16T19:03:00.000+08:00

Well...This ain't exactly my first time writing a blog, I've done it before but I stopped writing it due to the big exams. You guys must be wondering why I start it again. The answer for that is I just feel like to. :)
I'm quite happy today cause everything's going on well. I had enough time for sleep, I've done my assignment and it already been submitted. Kudos to myself! Lol!
But that happiness aint gonna last long since the mid term exam's just around the corner. Sigh...It is in a week time and i'm not fully prepare for it. What can I do now is study a little and hoping that the question is easy like taking a candy from a baby. I need to score! No! I MUST score to maintain my CGPA results. I aint gonna let my parents take me out from this college. I already fall in love with this place. I'm having a good time here. I love it all.
Well...for those who read my blog, pray for my success ok!
That's all for today!
I'll update my blog sooner or later!
Peace!