Just woke up from a nap. Had a dream. Dreamt about a friend who I lost contact with few months ago. I don't know why all of sudden this starting to come back. Is it a sign of something or nothing instead? Current issue with this friend of mine is she kinda avoiding me for unknown reason. I don't know. That's the least I can assume based on her acts. But in my dream, I bump into her somewhere and she doesn't seem to know me yet I'm kinda familiar to her. Her memories serves none of meeting me yet she knows my name. I even tried to remind her but it was for nothing. So, what if she really forgetting me in real life? I hope not. Don't you forget me my dear friend.
Memories. From the moment we were born up till now, none of it was lost on the way. It is all connected, chained together. The things that you forgot doesn't mean you lost it. It just lies deep within your heart. Maybe you just need a little something to trigger your memories and once it triggered, another will do so as well. So my friend, even if you forget me, I'll help you remember. Friend Forever. Hope so. :D
Yesterday morning when I woke up, there was one new text on my phone. The text sounded like this: "Salam. Haziq, Kaklong already been admitted @ DEMC. Wish her luck and pray for her safety on labouring a healthy baby." So, I texted my sister wishing her good luck. I called my mum to clarify the situation and she said kaklong still in detention ward waiting the right time to labour.
Later on that night around 8.45pm, received a call from my 2nd sister, Angah. She told me kaklong finally safe on labouring a healthy cute baby girl. She still hasn't been named yet. But it's ok, I still got myself a niece. I'm officially an uncle now. A real uncle. Haha. When she grown up I'm gonna have her to call me Uncle Zieq. I'm gonna teach her lotsa cool things and I'm gonna be a cool uncle myself. Haha.
So, gotta get back home either this weekend or next weekend to take a peek on the new born baby girl. Can't wait. Wait for your uncle to get home ya. :D
Welcome 1430 Hijrah and 2009! Is it just me or the time really move on in high speed? I don't quite remember what was my resolutions for 2008 cause it's way too fast to cop with and that makes me tend to forgot all about it. But what I know is, most of my 2008 resolutions haven't been fulfilled YET. Well, beats me. How the hell in the world I'm gonna fulfill those resolutions if I keep locking myself in my own world of fantasies. So, I've decided not to list down any resolution for 2009 cause even if I do I bet once again I won't be able to fulfill all of it. Therefore, I'm just gonna let the flow leads the way to the future.
Regardless, there's is one resolution in my list that I will hang on to no matter how long, which is to possess a DSLR camera. I've been longing for it for almost 4 years now and I'm not gonna add another year. So, for 2009 I'm at my utmost determination will get my hands on the DSLR no matter what. I've prepared all the planning for it and I don't expect it to be failure. Btw, any donation in cash/cheque/credit card is acceptable and highly appreciated. :p
Ok, that's it for this year last post. Happy New Year Everyone! :)
New semester is up! H2 with the "+" at the back. Still unable to register due to the outstanding fees. Currently using temporary pass to attend classes. How unfortunate.
I screwed up BIG TIME in my last semester. Gotta make it up for supplementary and hopefully will gain more than just Merit. I need at least 3 A's to keep the dean's secure. But my hunch tells me that I only able to get my hands on just 1 Distinction. So there I go, off the list of the dean's. Another how unfortunate. And who's to blame on that? Yeah, it's all on me. Think I deserve it. Maybe this is a lesson and a sign for me to strive harder. So, let be gone be by gone.
2 Subjects for this semester. IT Application and Specification & Contract Documentation. So far I've attended only one IT Application class and so far so good. She treats us well and we treat her well. Sounds good isn't it. Since everything's going on well, I don't think I've to mess up my mind worrying about another subject which being lectured by the very same person. So basically I've to see the same face figure within this 3 months time. Bored~ From this very moment, I'll try the very best to stay alive till the end of this road. Just another year baby! Yeah!!! Till then, back me up ya. :)
Big Day!!!. Yes, I just turned 19 on November 25th. So now I'm gonna express my big thanx to everyone who wishes me. I'll list down each one of you so that everyone can get the same amount of love from me. I'll try not to miss even a single name. Ok? This is gonna be hell of a long list. :D
CALL
-Mum
-Ika, Nughul, Mun, Kak Wati, Sya and Miza.
-Yana
-Farhan Fatah a.k.a Paan
TEXT
-Ecah
-Nazmi
-Kaklong, Azmir & The Baby
-Rezuin
-Nana
-Paan
-Mar
-Hamim
-Tqah
WEB
-Pacad
-Mai
-Za
-Farid
-Leon
-Ziela
-Lily
-Marla
-Mighah
-Faiz Feego
-Ifah
-Baity
-Nas
-Vincent
-Hafiz
-Ayie
-Rafiq
-Zhaf
-Jay
-Boy
-Pjal
-Ustad
BY PERSON
-Nik
-Kitty
-Jack
-Shawal
-Ibal
-Capiq
-Komeng
-Awang
Ok. That's the end of my list. For those whoever that I missed out your name, I do sorry and pls inform me and I'll gladly add u in my list. :)
Ika, Nughul, Mun, Kak Wati, Sya n Miza...You guys surprise me the most. Thnx a lot for singing the birthday song to me and also for the egg. It was flattering and I was speechless there for a moment. And thnx to you too Paan (Farhan Fatah) for calling me using private number. For a while there I thought Jessica Alba called to wish me a Happy Birthday but it end up being you. Haha. But still, Im glad. You're the only guy who called. You're the man dude!
Well, once again a big thanx to everyone for the wishes. May God Bless you all. :)
I believe in Karma. But sometimes the karma doesn't really show itself. Where has it been to? I don't feel it anymore. Or maybe I just have lost it? Who knows. But what happen to all the deeds that I've done?? And all I get was nothing but a piece of shit of everyone as a payback. Sucks...BIG TIME! Well, I didn't say I wanted something in return for every good thing that I've done but the expectation of something good's gonna happen next is there. Sadly, none!
Back to the square one...running in unending circle.
Here I sit alone, grieving for myself.
