Chain of Memories

Big Day!!!. Yes, I just turned 19 on November 25th. So now I'm gonna express my big thanx to everyone who wishes me. I'll list down each one of you so that everyone can get the same amount of love from me. I'll try not to miss even a single name. Ok? This is gonna be hell of a long list. :D

CALL

-Mum
-Ika, Nughul, Mun, Kak Wati, Sya and Miza.
-Yana
-Farhan Fatah a.k.a Paan

TEXT

-Ecah
-Nazmi
-Kaklong, Azmir & The Baby
-Rezuin
-Nana
-Paan
-Mar
-Hamim
-Tqah

WEB

-Pacad
-Mai
-Za
-Farid
-Leon
-Ziela
-Lily
-Marla
-Mighah
-Faiz Feego
-Ifah
-Baity
-Nas
-Vincent
-Hafiz
-Ayie
-Rafiq
-Zhaf
-Jay
-Boy
-Pjal
-Ustad

BY PERSON

-Nik
-Kitty
-Jack
-Shawal
-Ibal
-Capiq
-Komeng
-Awang

Ok. That's the end of my list. For those whoever that I missed out your name, I do sorry and pls inform me and I'll gladly add u in my list. :)

Ika, Nughul, Mun, Kak Wati, Sya n Miza...You guys surprise me the most. Thnx a lot for singing the birthday song to me and also for the egg. It was flattering and I was speechless there for a moment. And thnx to you too Paan (Farhan Fatah) for calling me using private number. For a while there I thought Jessica Alba called to wish me a Happy Birthday but it end up being you. Haha. But still, Im glad. You're the only guy who called. You're the man dude!

Well, once again a big thanx to everyone for the wishes. May God Bless you all. :)

I believe in Karma. But sometimes the karma doesn't really show itself. Where has it been to? I don't feel it anymore. Or maybe I just have lost it? Who knows. But what happen to all the deeds that I've done?? And all I get was nothing but a piece of shit of everyone as a payback. Sucks...BIG TIME! Well, I didn't say I wanted something in return for every good thing that I've done but the expectation of something good's gonna happen next is there. Sadly, none!

Back to the square one...running in unending circle.
Here I sit alone, grieving for myself.

Ok...since my previous blog mentioned about Mr.Religious broke up with his "beloved" Ms.Bad Mouth. So now I've to amend my post which I shouldn't bother to, yet I'm doing so just to make things right. They're back together. Well I've no problem with that cause I don't give a damn and I don't wanna give a damn about it. I don't stick my nose in people's life unless if I care about 'em. Bad news, you're not in my blue-eyed boy list dude. No sweat.

*Sigh*
I've still got 2 assignments up on my shoulder to carry out before Raya's holiday and yet I've do nothing but slacking around like a moron with no future. Oh, did I mention about I'm going back TODAY? That left me just few hours to complete 2 assignments. So many work in so damn little time. That sounds so far-fetch to achive isn't it? Well, now I officially a dead man walking. I should probably just give up on either assignment but still I don't know if I can get even one assignment done before I go back. Some helping hand please. Wuuuu~ T_T
Wow...even at this moment I'm able to blogging. Impressive huh? Well this is one of the thing what I do best when my stress level boosting up at its maximum gauge. I just keep typing and typing what's on my mind till I feel a little ease. So the blogging result will be messy and disorganize and might be a little absurd but who cares...just wanted to reduce the tense.

What is it when your head is trying to grow hatred in you which you're not in dominant and you don't have a full control over it? It kept playing tricks in your mind, repeating, replaying the bad side of others so that you hate them till you feel like looking at a piece of shit every time you see their faces. But the worst case scenario, it even takes control of your dream. Means no more sweet and hilarious night sleep. Now, everything is filled with hatred. A dark thick flaming hatred. Is it a sign of something? Maybe it's time to put and end to all these nonsense and get serious. (Yeah Right!)

Oh, you know Mr.Religious with the "stone"? Somehow I started to detest his presence. I know I used to dislike him because of Ms.Bad Mouth but now knowing that they've broke up makes me even dislike him. Because of what? Because he kinda "dump" all his friends when she was around and only do things with us just for his or her own benefits. Now that she's gone, I feel like he's coming back in crawling seeking for sympathy and try to win us back. And that is so not gonna work on me. Maybe WE deserve an apology. That might work.

Recently, I just noticed that emotions do affect my blogging. I tend to blog only when I'm stress. So many things to spill out when I'm stress and it does help which I bet almost everyone thinks the same way, yes? So if you expect a short story like blogging, wait till my stress level is high enough. Otherwise, expect less from me cause I'm not the type who spill a single word. :)

New Post!
Like it or not, apparently I have to update this dull blog of mine or else these certain people will start to push me to do so. They just won't gimme a break at all. Sigh... *Whistling*

Well, the past 2 weeks of holiday was better than I expected it would to be. The first 5 days of holiday was spent on Pokemon Pearl game. I know you readers would probably think "macam budak² je main pokemon" but then it really helped me kill the time and I actually enjoyed it. :D

August 1st - Went to penang to attend my mum's nephew's wedding. Can't believe how much penang has change since the last time I went there which probably 10 years ago. Haha. Penang no longer a bored and dull place like it used to be where Komtar was the only place to go. No offence penang people. :p But now, it has quite a several place to go to. Oh, Batu Feringgi is full of foreigners nowadays. Good for eye-candy. Lotsa hot white chicks. *Grin*
What amaze me the most was the architecture. I've to admit that they really have sense of art in designing the houses. Nice and sophisticated. :)

Now I'm back at college, living in the usual routine of teenagers. Done with the registration. Results of last semester just like I expected it would be. So it's a relieve. New semester, H2 gonna be even tougher.
Here are the subject that gonna torture me soon:

1) Analytical Method - Damn! I hate calculations.
2) Principle of Architectural Design - I bet we have to design a building model for this subject which also another thing that I hate.
3) Refurbishment and Adaptation - I've hunch that this subject gonna be pain in the ass.
4) Technology B - I bet it's tougher than Technology A

And how unfortunate that I've to meet Mr.Afaq again for this semester. I'm stuck with him. What a mess. Hope he's gonna be softer than before, maintain his good side like he did at the end of last semester. Amin.

Wish me luck for this semester peeps. :)

# 1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Sad for sure but life must go on. I believe in karma so what goes around comes around. :)

# 2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To have a perfect Digital Single Lens Reflex (DSLR)?

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
Hurm...haven't thought of it yet. But maybe I'll do it in western style. :p

#4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Always. :)

#5 What's your ideal lover like?
Well, she must have both beauty and brain plus with loyal and skillful in making nice meal. :D

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
I've been waiting for my whole life, wait a lil bit longer won't hurt. :)

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Move on...

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
No.

#11 Is being tagged fun?
Sometimes

#12 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
I'll be 29. :D

#13 Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family and Friends

#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Smart

#15 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Single and rich of course! :D

#16 What's the first thing you do every morning?
Check the time, if I think it's too early I'll get back to sleep and if not I'll be in front of my PC

#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
Definitely NO! Lol!

#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one who attract me the most and the one that nearly match my ideal lover.

#19 What type of friends do you like?
Friends that always be there for you.

#20 What type of friends do you dislike?
Back Stabber

Tagged by : Lily
I tag anyone who feels like doing the Q&A. :D

Sorry for being off the radar for this past few weeks. I was so busy with sooo many things up on my sleeves. Plus, I'm in the middle of examination week. Gotta complete all the assignments before exam ends. What a mess. *Sigh*

Well, don't you guys ever feel like blogging give you a headache? It does to me. Sometimes I just have no fcuking clue how to start it off and what to crap on it. Sometimes, when you're not in front of your desktop, ideas flooding in and when you're back facing the screen, it will just poof and gone, fly away from your thought. That's what been always backing me off from blogging. Presuming that is due to my lackness of english and also my weak mind. I'm helpless.

Weak mind. Does that also means immatured, yes? That is what people told me. I'm immatured. Why? Because I tend to see the blunder of the person I'm close to and make a big fuss over it. So, you see that as immatured or someone who worries and trying to make you realize your own mistakes? Well, it's you to decide upon that. I'm just being myself all the way, no hypocrisy at all. I mean AT ALL. So, take it or leave it. Please don't hate me for being myself because I bet you will even hate me when I put on a mask.

Oh, holiday's coming up. Means thats the end of this semester. A step further ahead to graduate. Hope the CGPA won't drop. I'm eager to get more of those Dean's List. Wish me luck peeps. :)