Chain of Memories

Ok...since my previous blog mentioned about Mr.Religious broke up with his "beloved" Ms.Bad Mouth. So now I've to amend my post which I shouldn't bother to, yet I'm doing so just to make things right. They're back together. Well I've no problem with that cause I don't give a damn and I don't wanna give a damn about it. I don't stick my nose in people's life unless if I care about 'em. Bad news, you're not in my blue-eyed boy list dude. No sweat.

*Sigh*
I've still got 2 assignments up on my shoulder to carry out before Raya's holiday and yet I've do nothing but slacking around like a moron with no future. Oh, did I mention about I'm going back TODAY? That left me just few hours to complete 2 assignments. So many work in so damn little time. That sounds so far-fetch to achive isn't it? Well, now I officially a dead man walking. I should probably just give up on either assignment but still I don't know if I can get even one assignment done before I go back. Some helping hand please. Wuuuu~ T_T
Wow...even at this moment I'm able to blogging. Impressive huh? Well this is one of the thing what I do best when my stress level boosting up at its maximum gauge. I just keep typing and typing what's on my mind till I feel a little ease. So the blogging result will be messy and disorganize and might be a little absurd but who cares...just wanted to reduce the tense.

What is it when your head is trying to grow hatred in you which you're not in dominant and you don't have a full control over it? It kept playing tricks in your mind, repeating, replaying the bad side of others so that you hate them till you feel like looking at a piece of shit every time you see their faces. But the worst case scenario, it even takes control of your dream. Means no more sweet and hilarious night sleep. Now, everything is filled with hatred. A dark thick flaming hatred. Is it a sign of something? Maybe it's time to put and end to all these nonsense and get serious. (Yeah Right!)

Oh, you know Mr.Religious with the "stone"? Somehow I started to detest his presence. I know I used to dislike him because of Ms.Bad Mouth but now knowing that they've broke up makes me even dislike him. Because of what? Because he kinda "dump" all his friends when she was around and only do things with us just for his or her own benefits. Now that she's gone, I feel like he's coming back in crawling seeking for sympathy and try to win us back. And that is so not gonna work on me. Maybe WE deserve an apology. That might work.

Recently, I just noticed that emotions do affect my blogging. I tend to blog only when I'm stress. So many things to spill out when I'm stress and it does help which I bet almost everyone thinks the same way, yes? So if you expect a short story like blogging, wait till my stress level is high enough. Otherwise, expect less from me cause I'm not the type who spill a single word. :)