Chain of Memories

What is it when your head is trying to grow hatred in you which you're not in dominant and you don't have a full control over it? It kept playing tricks in your mind, repeating, replaying the bad side of others so that you hate them till you feel like looking at a piece of shit every time you see their faces. But the worst case scenario, it even takes control of your dream. Means no more sweet and hilarious night sleep. Now, everything is filled with hatred. A dark thick flaming hatred. Is it a sign of something? Maybe it's time to put and end to all these nonsense and get serious. (Yeah Right!)

Oh, you know Mr.Religious with the "stone"? Somehow I started to detest his presence. I know I used to dislike him because of Ms.Bad Mouth but now knowing that they've broke up makes me even dislike him. Because of what? Because he kinda "dump" all his friends when she was around and only do things with us just for his or her own benefits. Now that she's gone, I feel like he's coming back in crawling seeking for sympathy and try to win us back. And that is so not gonna work on me. Maybe WE deserve an apology. That might work.

Recently, I just noticed that emotions do affect my blogging. I tend to blog only when I'm stress. So many things to spill out when I'm stress and it does help which I bet almost everyone thinks the same way, yes? So if you expect a short story like blogging, wait till my stress level is high enough. Otherwise, expect less from me cause I'm not the type who spill a single word. :)