Chain of Memories

New Post!
Like it or not, apparently I have to update this dull blog of mine or else these certain people will start to push me to do so. They just won't gimme a break at all. Sigh... *Whistling*

Well, the past 2 weeks of holiday was better than I expected it would to be. The first 5 days of holiday was spent on Pokemon Pearl game. I know you readers would probably think "macam budak² je main pokemon" but then it really helped me kill the time and I actually enjoyed it. :D

August 1st - Went to penang to attend my mum's nephew's wedding. Can't believe how much penang has change since the last time I went there which probably 10 years ago. Haha. Penang no longer a bored and dull place like it used to be where Komtar was the only place to go. No offence penang people. :p But now, it has quite a several place to go to. Oh, Batu Feringgi is full of foreigners nowadays. Good for eye-candy. Lotsa hot white chicks. *Grin*
What amaze me the most was the architecture. I've to admit that they really have sense of art in designing the houses. Nice and sophisticated. :)

Now I'm back at college, living in the usual routine of teenagers. Done with the registration. Results of last semester just like I expected it would be. So it's a relieve. New semester, H2 gonna be even tougher.
Here are the subject that gonna torture me soon:

1) Analytical Method - Damn! I hate calculations.
2) Principle of Architectural Design - I bet we have to design a building model for this subject which also another thing that I hate.
3) Refurbishment and Adaptation - I've hunch that this subject gonna be pain in the ass.
4) Technology B - I bet it's tougher than Technology A

And how unfortunate that I've to meet Mr.Afaq again for this semester. I'm stuck with him. What a mess. Hope he's gonna be softer than before, maintain his good side like he did at the end of last semester. Amin.

Wish me luck for this semester peeps. :)

# 1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Sad for sure but life must go on. I believe in karma so what goes around comes around. :)

# 2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To have a perfect Digital Single Lens Reflex (DSLR)?

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
Hurm...haven't thought of it yet. But maybe I'll do it in western style. :p

#4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Always. :)

#5 What's your ideal lover like?
Well, she must have both beauty and brain plus with loyal and skillful in making nice meal. :D

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
I've been waiting for my whole life, wait a lil bit longer won't hurt. :)

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Move on...

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
No.

#11 Is being tagged fun?
Sometimes

#12 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
I'll be 29. :D

#13 Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family and Friends

#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Smart

#15 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Single and rich of course! :D

#16 What's the first thing you do every morning?
Check the time, if I think it's too early I'll get back to sleep and if not I'll be in front of my PC

#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
Definitely NO! Lol!

#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one who attract me the most and the one that nearly match my ideal lover.

#19 What type of friends do you like?
Friends that always be there for you.

#20 What type of friends do you dislike?
Back Stabber

Tagged by : Lily
I tag anyone who feels like doing the Q&A. :D

Sorry for being off the radar for this past few weeks. I was so busy with sooo many things up on my sleeves. Plus, I'm in the middle of examination week. Gotta complete all the assignments before exam ends. What a mess. *Sigh*

Well, don't you guys ever feel like blogging give you a headache? It does to me. Sometimes I just have no fcuking clue how to start it off and what to crap on it. Sometimes, when you're not in front of your desktop, ideas flooding in and when you're back facing the screen, it will just poof and gone, fly away from your thought. That's what been always backing me off from blogging. Presuming that is due to my lackness of english and also my weak mind. I'm helpless.

Weak mind. Does that also means immatured, yes? That is what people told me. I'm immatured. Why? Because I tend to see the blunder of the person I'm close to and make a big fuss over it. So, you see that as immatured or someone who worries and trying to make you realize your own mistakes? Well, it's you to decide upon that. I'm just being myself all the way, no hypocrisy at all. I mean AT ALL. So, take it or leave it. Please don't hate me for being myself because I bet you will even hate me when I put on a mask.

Oh, holiday's coming up. Means thats the end of this semester. A step further ahead to graduate. Hope the CGPA won't drop. I'm eager to get more of those Dean's List. Wish me luck peeps. :)

I've lost appetite on blogging these past few weeks.
Why?
No idea myself.
Tried to figure out but no single clue detected.
So this is my thought, as cliche as it may sounds, I've tired of revealing my social life to peoples. Somehow it's penetrating through me bit by bit and eventually will leave me expose with bleeding wound, revealing my weakness. I totally against that.

And why is the hell I'm still blogging here?
Cause I couldn't find the right place and the right person to talk to.
How I wish I have a nice beautiful lady with long hair as my counselor, who can actually hear me out and give some useful advices. Haha.
Guess I've bottled up too many nuisance things and make a big fuss over it. But that just out of my nerve control systems. That's what I am. *sigh*

So I was thinking to privatize my blog and only giving privilege to those who I felt worth of reading. So if you're lucky enough then you'll be added as the privilege ones. If not, try your best to convince me or else you're just the unlucky poor bastard. Haha.

The rules:
1. Put your music player on all your music, then shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 4 people.
5. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
For the Love by Drew Sidora ft. Mario

Your life's soundtrack?
Everyday I love you less and less by Kaiser Chiefs.
=.="

Do people secretly lust after you?
Hot by Avril Lavigne
Is there any connection to the Q?

What song would you strip to?
Save the Last Dance for Me by Micheal bubble'
Yeah baby~~

If a man in a van offered you candy, what would you do?
You're Beautiful by James Blunt
WTF!!!

What is your deep dark secret?
Extreme More than Words by ....(cant recall the artist)

What is your mortal enemy’s theme song?
Alone in the Dark by DJ Tiesto

What’s your personality like?
Flight 643 by DJ Tiesto
I dont get the idea here.... =.="

What do you think when you see the person you like?
Lovely by Deep Side
:D

What do your parents think of you?
You Must Be by Gina Rene

What will they play at your funeral?
You're my Everything by Santa Esmeralda
Im Glad~~ :)

What will they play at your wedding?
Everybody's Fool by Evanescenes
Ahaha! WTH laa...

If someone says, "Is this okay?" you say?
You'll be in my heart - Phil Collins

What is some good advice?
Have you ever really loved a woman by Bryan Adams

What does everyone else think about my current life?
Heaven Knows by Rick Price

What will your dying words be?
Losing Grip by Avril Lavigne
Shit...Why must this song? =.="

When I meet a guy/girl for the first time I say?
Imaginary by Evanescenes

When my parents are angry I say?
The best That You Can Do by Christopher Cross
I surely got whack! Haha

My current obsession?
Like a Boy by Kiara
Ahaha...Goodness Grace, this is sooo not my obsession! =.="

What song best represents my friendship with others?
My Love by JT

The next time you stand up in front of a group of people, you'll say?
Going Under by Evanescenes

Your favorite thing to say when drunk is?
No Air by Jordin Sparks ft. Chris Brown

Your innermost desire?
Still by Lional Richie

Your friends say behind your back?
Let Me Go by 3 Doors Down
Since when did I become so bossy? =.="

You say behind your friends' backs?
With you by Chris Brown

When you wake up in the morning, you mutter?
So Long Jimmy by James Blunt
WTH! Who's this Jimmy anyway?

If you found yourself lost on a desert island, you'd yell?
Elevator by Timbaland ft. Flo-Rida
Ahaha...expecting an elevator on a deserted island!

You scream during sex?
Im Like a Lawyer With the Way I'm Always Trying to Get You Off by Fall Out Boy

What's your excuse for reposting this?
Come Undone by Duran Duran
How tell hell its turn out to be true?? =.="

I tag anybody who reads this.

How should I say this???
I really don't know how to express it...
It's all mixed up.
I'm sad!, I'm disappointed!, I'm upset! with THEM and also at myself.
Why can't I get things right? Why can't I make them listen to what I've to say?
THEY really let me down. :((

These 2 people really really really take my smile away and change it to sadness.
One with a problem and trying to run by doing something stupid.
And another one who can't accept any advise and keeps on running away.
A friend trying to give an advise and end up being countered with obscene language.
How can you tolerate with that?
Just admit it you STUPID FOOL! Admit that you've really fell for "it" and you can't find a way out. And when I'm telling you the fact, you mock me like hell, like I know nothing.
Who do you think I am? A stupid fool like you? You wrong! I am way smarter than that micro brain of yours!
Oh and if you're reading this, do you know why I'm still standing right in front of your face? Because I'm afraid of risking our friendship which might affect others as well. So be thankful to me for taking care of our friendship and your ugly asses. Seriously dude, you really such a pain in the ass. Just for reminder, I don't lost anything if I lost you but you WILL lost something if you lost me.

p/s: I know you might not be yourself at that time but still I am offended. And now I'm a total loser for not being able to straight things up. Thank You so much guys for the misery you brought into my life. :(

Another birthday bash celebrated. This time was for the twins. Ramadhan and Shawal. Well, I don't think I need to elaborate more on what we did before the birthday bash because it's been like a must on each birthday bash to have rounds of Dota. However I do think that this time was a bit over the top. Seriously. They bought so many 'ingredient'. Eggs and flour as usual, added with new ingredient as such coffee, cooking oil?, and this last 'ingredient' would likely sounds odd...it's 'ayam masak merah'. What the heck! was that for right? What have gotten into these friends of mine punye otak. Haha. But it was fun though. This is like the first time I've really got my hands real dirty. Yes, I got both my hands mixed up with all the ingredients. Can you imagine the smells? If you think it must be really stinks then you just got it wrong. Haha. The smells actually not really stench. Apparently the smell of ayam masak merah outstands all the smells.

*Sigh*
This is gotten worst one after another. Just visualize when my time's up. I've no damn idea what else they could add in their so called so-smart-ingredient. Just hoping it's not as 'eeewww~' as this time. Haha.
If I'm not mistaken, next will be ayie. Gotta wait and see whats gonna happen next. So stay tune.
Haha. :D