Chain of Memories

May 9th 2008 - The day started with so much of hassle. Huge amount of works still undone. Unsure if I can keep the punctuality. All became chaotic. My works turned out not as neat as it always been. It was like the first time ever I used the normal thin paper as my cover page for assignments. And I messed up the font as well. From sophisticated Architext to a normal fugly Times New Roman. I just can't help it but to hate my ugly works. Nothing can be done. I don't give a damn about slightest mistake I made as long as the lecturer received my assignment safe and sound. That was all I thought that time. The world became smaller and smaller as the time passed by. How I wish I can just did like Fared and Danial. Complete the Pass question and having their good time playing games or do whatsoever they want. But then I just can't. I was aiming for Distinction. I've been struggling for the D. I want that D. So I might as well continue what I've started. But what if I don't get the D? All my hard work will be futile. This is so fucking stressful. Even after the works done you still have to think about it. Dammit. I hate HND world.

Luckily enough for me, the day didn't ended as bad as it started. It turned out to be the otherwise. It was all thanx to the 2 Days of Freedom concert. Yes, I went to PD after all the hassled. I'm with Nik, Fared, Aie, Nas, Shane, Hazrul and Rudy. The accommodation was sponsored by my dad. Thanx dad. Our real intention of going there was to check on DJ Tiesto since he's one of the best DJ but didn't expect that other DJs were good as well. Hot chicks are everywhere. Just can't take my eyes of them. Haha. But there's one I really can't turn my eyes away. She's cute. xD.
The concert was lively. It was wild. It was a blast! That was like the first time I let go of my inner self and it really felt good. Haha. Didn't expect that was coming from me right?
The concert ended at 4am but we were too tired to wait until then since we were all starved to death. So we chow around 3am and find a place to fill our stomach. Then we went back to resort and all started to doze off like a dead man.

May 10th 2008 - Day of laughter. We did nothing. Just lepak for the whole day.

May 11th 2008 - MOTHER's DAY! Happy Mother's Day mum. Love you! :)
Time to pack our belongings and leave the place for good. Back to our "beloved" college. On the way back, we stop by KFC for lunch and guess what?? I met the cute chick I was talking earlier. What a coincidence. Maybe I and her were meant to be together. Haha. Silly me. Then we just continued our way back to college and it was all that. Nothing much interesting happened. :)

I was stalking at other people's blog while ago. Then I found this picture. Picture that related to me and it does amuse me and at the same time scares me a little. I think I really should consider on taking photography on future.

Architecture indeed is a great course but it is fucking tough. I know somehow I'm capable of achieving it but with this attitude I'm implying to my life right now? Nah...Just seems too far-fetch. I just can't help myself but to let the slothness get the best out of me. Progression of my assignments not even reach 10%. With all these BSET, Tech A and DPA need to be done by doing site visits...I AM FUCKING LAZY. Plus, with the habits of putting too much commitment on games which I still can't get rid off...I think I'm dying. My habits and education really don't resemble each other. Which one should I throw away? Habits or Educations? Lol! Stupid Q. I'm a moron, yes?! ;p So that's the end of it.


BSET - Building Services Engineering Technology
Tech A - Technology A
DPA - Design Principle and Application

No more hatred, no more egos and no more silent treatment.
Things are back to normal. Thats for sure.

We're OK now. Trying to fix every single broken glasses we've caused ourself bit by bit. I know its not gonna be like how it was but it will be worth trying. I believe that. In fact, it might end up being better than it was. And I got lots of nakama* to help me out here. Thank you.
But at the end, its gonna be us who will decide wether to reinforce our friendship or ruin it.
I believe in you. I believe in myself. :)

Nakama* - Friends in Japanese

There's something got into me.
But I just don't know what it is.
This kind of feeling somehow feels good.

You know, sometimes when there's a moment u got butterflies in ur stomach and in the same time you feel happy, nervous, and all kind of feelings mixed up. Its all haywire. Yeah, thats the kind of feeling im going through right now when I meet this certain someone. Haha. I know, its kinda lousy right? But it actually really thrills me.
Does this what people called L.O.V.E? *Blush* xD

And what's so unfortunate bout this is I dunno what to do. So I just do nothing. Just go with the flow. Hope this will work somehow. Haha. What a high expectation I put on. Seems a little far-fetched to be true. And can't believe that at last I fell for someone in reality, not in my wildest dreams.
Yada Yada.
I've mumbling alot about this topic. Lame me. Guess I should stop here. Anecdot. ;)

April 3rd. Been celebrating 3 birthdays in a row. 1st to come was Dan and d second was nik. Happy belated birthday guys. And today is hilman's. Happy birthday dude. U're getting older and taller now. Even last time u were taller than me. Lol. What to do...Im just a shorty innocent guy. :p

Dan's and Nik's celebration was havoc! We went somewhere around sepang for ikan bakar. Quite a distance from mantin I must said. Took us around an hour to get there. The food was just so-so but the drink...sux. Tasteless for a juice. What a waste right? But if it somehow would make them happy, then it is ok la kot. Then we headed to pantai. The sand's there fucking nice and cold some more. Feels like wanna lay on it. Seriously, no kidding. :)
Next session was back to nilai for foosball. As always, got my ass kicked by tht fucker, Fared. Ya la, what to expect from newbie right? No way I can beat a semi-pro player. *Sigh*
Back to Mantin, we got ourself into cyber cafe and what else to do when we're there? That's right...DotA. My lucky night for dota. We had 3 games and I'm on d winning team for all 3 games. Hoorah!
Here comes the fun part which also d finale. Baling telor to birthday boys!!!!
They were both wet and stinked by d eggs. But I got myself wet by d egg as well. Trying to whack d egg behind Dan's back and the egg splash back at my face. Lol. Clumsy me. The egg sure is sticky. Gross.
Thts how we ended our day. :)

New journey embarks here, this moment. Bye bye foundation and welcome HND. The world where restless people live in. A year down and 2 years more to go.

Well, lets have some preview for d past few weeks.
After suffered from last semester's subject, thought that d suffering met d end there but unfortunately it continued till d end of holiday. Sitting at home just too...LIFELESS! Thats d proper word to use I think. All went haywire coz of boredom. Cant really go out. So spent too much time on sleeping and d rest for movies,anime and TV series marathon.

Luckily d holiday finally ended. And am back here to college. And how fortunate to know that I did quite well on my last semester results eventhough I didnt complete my model but somehow I can get a grade not to say great but at least allowed me to maintain my pointer. For d rest of my subject, I got A's! Yay! Alhamdulillah.

Now still waiting for classes to commence. Lepaking here with friends kinda makes me relax a bit before back to be assignment's slave. Thnx guys esp. to Fared, Nik, Nas and Ayie. Kinda close to them lately. Dunno why. Maybe they're a bit more happening than d rest. Sorry to say that. Hope no one got offended.

Still got 2 days to relax. Gonna fully utilize d time wisely ;)

*shrugged*...
Guess am back shittin' at this blogspot. Yeah,Its been a while...I know. but it cant be help since this semester is soooo very damn hectic for me to cop everything. This and that and so forth. Even an AI robot will eventually explode ya know. Hopefully I wont. *sigh*

At this moment I just wanna finish things up, end this chaotic semester and start a new one with LESS chaotic + LESS tense = MORE relax + MORE DotA. Lol. :p

Oh btw, 'thanx' to Lily Zahara Razali for making me bloggin' again. She kept on pushing me to update my blog and so did my bestie Naz.
And here I am wasted my time thinking up words for blogging instead of finishing my drawings. Haha. Fool me. :p

Ok...gtg now! Back to be drawing's slave. :)