Chain of Memories

Welcome 1430 Hijrah and 2009! Is it just me or the time really move on in high speed? I don't quite remember what was my resolutions for 2008 cause it's way too fast to cop with and that makes me tend to forgot all about it. But what I know is, most of my 2008 resolutions haven't been fulfilled YET. Well, beats me. How the hell in the world I'm gonna fulfill those resolutions if I keep locking myself in my own world of fantasies. So, I've decided not to list down any resolution for 2009 cause even if I do I bet once again I won't be able to fulfill all of it. Therefore, I'm just gonna let the flow leads the way to the future.

Regardless, there's is one resolution in my list that I will hang on to no matter how long, which is to possess a DSLR camera. I've been longing for it for almost 4 years now and I'm not gonna add another year. So, for 2009 I'm at my utmost determination will get my hands on the DSLR no matter what. I've prepared all the planning for it and I don't expect it to be failure. Btw, any donation in cash/cheque/credit card is acceptable and highly appreciated. :p

Ok, that's it for this year last post. Happy New Year Everyone! :)

New semester is up! H2 with the "+" at the back. Still unable to register due to the outstanding fees. Currently using temporary pass to attend classes. How unfortunate.

I screwed up BIG TIME in my last semester. Gotta make it up for supplementary and hopefully will gain more than just Merit. I need at least 3 A's to keep the dean's secure. But my hunch tells me that I only able to get my hands on just 1 Distinction. So there I go, off the list of the dean's. Another how unfortunate. And who's to blame on that? Yeah, it's all on me. Think I deserve it. Maybe this is a lesson and a sign for me to strive harder. So, let be gone be by gone.

2 Subjects for this semester. IT Application and Specification & Contract Documentation. So far I've attended only one IT Application class and so far so good. She treats us well and we treat her well. Sounds good isn't it. Since everything's going on well, I don't think I've to mess up my mind worrying about another subject which being lectured by the very same person. So basically I've to see the same face figure within this 3 months time. Bored~ From this very moment, I'll try the very best to stay alive till the end of this road. Just another year baby! Yeah!!! Till then, back me up ya. :)

Big Day!!!. Yes, I just turned 19 on November 25th. So now I'm gonna express my big thanx to everyone who wishes me. I'll list down each one of you so that everyone can get the same amount of love from me. I'll try not to miss even a single name. Ok? This is gonna be hell of a long list. :D

CALL

-Mum
-Ika, Nughul, Mun, Kak Wati, Sya and Miza.
-Yana
-Farhan Fatah a.k.a Paan

TEXT

-Ecah
-Nazmi
-Kaklong, Azmir & The Baby
-Rezuin
-Nana
-Paan
-Mar
-Hamim
-Tqah

WEB

-Pacad
-Mai
-Za
-Farid
-Leon
-Ziela
-Lily
-Marla
-Mighah
-Faiz Feego
-Ifah
-Baity
-Nas
-Vincent
-Hafiz
-Ayie
-Rafiq
-Zhaf
-Jay
-Boy
-Pjal
-Ustad

BY PERSON

-Nik
-Kitty
-Jack
-Shawal
-Ibal
-Capiq
-Komeng
-Awang

Ok. That's the end of my list. For those whoever that I missed out your name, I do sorry and pls inform me and I'll gladly add u in my list. :)

Ika, Nughul, Mun, Kak Wati, Sya n Miza...You guys surprise me the most. Thnx a lot for singing the birthday song to me and also for the egg. It was flattering and I was speechless there for a moment. And thnx to you too Paan (Farhan Fatah) for calling me using private number. For a while there I thought Jessica Alba called to wish me a Happy Birthday but it end up being you. Haha. But still, Im glad. You're the only guy who called. You're the man dude!

Well, once again a big thanx to everyone for the wishes. May God Bless you all. :)

I believe in Karma. But sometimes the karma doesn't really show itself. Where has it been to? I don't feel it anymore. Or maybe I just have lost it? Who knows. But what happen to all the deeds that I've done?? And all I get was nothing but a piece of shit of everyone as a payback. Sucks...BIG TIME! Well, I didn't say I wanted something in return for every good thing that I've done but the expectation of something good's gonna happen next is there. Sadly, none!

Back to the square one...running in unending circle.
Here I sit alone, grieving for myself.

Ok...since my previous blog mentioned about Mr.Religious broke up with his "beloved" Ms.Bad Mouth. So now I've to amend my post which I shouldn't bother to, yet I'm doing so just to make things right. They're back together. Well I've no problem with that cause I don't give a damn and I don't wanna give a damn about it. I don't stick my nose in people's life unless if I care about 'em. Bad news, you're not in my blue-eyed boy list dude. No sweat.

*Sigh*
I've still got 2 assignments up on my shoulder to carry out before Raya's holiday and yet I've do nothing but slacking around like a moron with no future. Oh, did I mention about I'm going back TODAY? That left me just few hours to complete 2 assignments. So many work in so damn little time. That sounds so far-fetch to achive isn't it? Well, now I officially a dead man walking. I should probably just give up on either assignment but still I don't know if I can get even one assignment done before I go back. Some helping hand please. Wuuuu~ T_T
Wow...even at this moment I'm able to blogging. Impressive huh? Well this is one of the thing what I do best when my stress level boosting up at its maximum gauge. I just keep typing and typing what's on my mind till I feel a little ease. So the blogging result will be messy and disorganize and might be a little absurd but who cares...just wanted to reduce the tense.

What is it when your head is trying to grow hatred in you which you're not in dominant and you don't have a full control over it? It kept playing tricks in your mind, repeating, replaying the bad side of others so that you hate them till you feel like looking at a piece of shit every time you see their faces. But the worst case scenario, it even takes control of your dream. Means no more sweet and hilarious night sleep. Now, everything is filled with hatred. A dark thick flaming hatred. Is it a sign of something? Maybe it's time to put and end to all these nonsense and get serious. (Yeah Right!)

Oh, you know Mr.Religious with the "stone"? Somehow I started to detest his presence. I know I used to dislike him because of Ms.Bad Mouth but now knowing that they've broke up makes me even dislike him. Because of what? Because he kinda "dump" all his friends when she was around and only do things with us just for his or her own benefits. Now that she's gone, I feel like he's coming back in crawling seeking for sympathy and try to win us back. And that is so not gonna work on me. Maybe WE deserve an apology. That might work.

Recently, I just noticed that emotions do affect my blogging. I tend to blog only when I'm stress. So many things to spill out when I'm stress and it does help which I bet almost everyone thinks the same way, yes? So if you expect a short story like blogging, wait till my stress level is high enough. Otherwise, expect less from me cause I'm not the type who spill a single word. :)

New Post!
Like it or not, apparently I have to update this dull blog of mine or else these certain people will start to push me to do so. They just won't gimme a break at all. Sigh... *Whistling*

Well, the past 2 weeks of holiday was better than I expected it would to be. The first 5 days of holiday was spent on Pokemon Pearl game. I know you readers would probably think "macam budak² je main pokemon" but then it really helped me kill the time and I actually enjoyed it. :D

August 1st - Went to penang to attend my mum's nephew's wedding. Can't believe how much penang has change since the last time I went there which probably 10 years ago. Haha. Penang no longer a bored and dull place like it used to be where Komtar was the only place to go. No offence penang people. :p But now, it has quite a several place to go to. Oh, Batu Feringgi is full of foreigners nowadays. Good for eye-candy. Lotsa hot white chicks. *Grin*
What amaze me the most was the architecture. I've to admit that they really have sense of art in designing the houses. Nice and sophisticated. :)

Now I'm back at college, living in the usual routine of teenagers. Done with the registration. Results of last semester just like I expected it would be. So it's a relieve. New semester, H2 gonna be even tougher.
Here are the subject that gonna torture me soon:

1) Analytical Method - Damn! I hate calculations.
2) Principle of Architectural Design - I bet we have to design a building model for this subject which also another thing that I hate.
3) Refurbishment and Adaptation - I've hunch that this subject gonna be pain in the ass.
4) Technology B - I bet it's tougher than Technology A

And how unfortunate that I've to meet Mr.Afaq again for this semester. I'm stuck with him. What a mess. Hope he's gonna be softer than before, maintain his good side like he did at the end of last semester. Amin.

Wish me luck for this semester peeps. :)

# 1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Sad for sure but life must go on. I believe in karma so what goes around comes around. :)

# 2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To have a perfect Digital Single Lens Reflex (DSLR)?

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
Hurm...haven't thought of it yet. But maybe I'll do it in western style. :p

#4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Always. :)

#5 What's your ideal lover like?
Well, she must have both beauty and brain plus with loyal and skillful in making nice meal. :D

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
I've been waiting for my whole life, wait a lil bit longer won't hurt. :)

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Move on...

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
No.

#11 Is being tagged fun?
Sometimes

#12 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
I'll be 29. :D

#13 Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family and Friends

#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Smart

#15 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Single and rich of course! :D

#16 What's the first thing you do every morning?
Check the time, if I think it's too early I'll get back to sleep and if not I'll be in front of my PC

#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
Definitely NO! Lol!

#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one who attract me the most and the one that nearly match my ideal lover.

#19 What type of friends do you like?
Friends that always be there for you.

#20 What type of friends do you dislike?
Back Stabber

Tagged by : Lily
I tag anyone who feels like doing the Q&A. :D

Sorry for being off the radar for this past few weeks. I was so busy with sooo many things up on my sleeves. Plus, I'm in the middle of examination week. Gotta complete all the assignments before exam ends. What a mess. *Sigh*

Well, don't you guys ever feel like blogging give you a headache? It does to me. Sometimes I just have no fcuking clue how to start it off and what to crap on it. Sometimes, when you're not in front of your desktop, ideas flooding in and when you're back facing the screen, it will just poof and gone, fly away from your thought. That's what been always backing me off from blogging. Presuming that is due to my lackness of english and also my weak mind. I'm helpless.

Weak mind. Does that also means immatured, yes? That is what people told me. I'm immatured. Why? Because I tend to see the blunder of the person I'm close to and make a big fuss over it. So, you see that as immatured or someone who worries and trying to make you realize your own mistakes? Well, it's you to decide upon that. I'm just being myself all the way, no hypocrisy at all. I mean AT ALL. So, take it or leave it. Please don't hate me for being myself because I bet you will even hate me when I put on a mask.

Oh, holiday's coming up. Means thats the end of this semester. A step further ahead to graduate. Hope the CGPA won't drop. I'm eager to get more of those Dean's List. Wish me luck peeps. :)

I've lost appetite on blogging these past few weeks.
Why?
No idea myself.
Tried to figure out but no single clue detected.
So this is my thought, as cliche as it may sounds, I've tired of revealing my social life to peoples. Somehow it's penetrating through me bit by bit and eventually will leave me expose with bleeding wound, revealing my weakness. I totally against that.

And why is the hell I'm still blogging here?
Cause I couldn't find the right place and the right person to talk to.
How I wish I have a nice beautiful lady with long hair as my counselor, who can actually hear me out and give some useful advices. Haha.
Guess I've bottled up too many nuisance things and make a big fuss over it. But that just out of my nerve control systems. That's what I am. *sigh*

So I was thinking to privatize my blog and only giving privilege to those who I felt worth of reading. So if you're lucky enough then you'll be added as the privilege ones. If not, try your best to convince me or else you're just the unlucky poor bastard. Haha.

The rules:
1. Put your music player on all your music, then shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 4 people.
5. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
For the Love by Drew Sidora ft. Mario

Your life's soundtrack?
Everyday I love you less and less by Kaiser Chiefs.
=.="

Do people secretly lust after you?
Hot by Avril Lavigne
Is there any connection to the Q?

What song would you strip to?
Save the Last Dance for Me by Micheal bubble'
Yeah baby~~

If a man in a van offered you candy, what would you do?
You're Beautiful by James Blunt
WTF!!!

What is your deep dark secret?
Extreme More than Words by ....(cant recall the artist)

What is your mortal enemy’s theme song?
Alone in the Dark by DJ Tiesto

What’s your personality like?
Flight 643 by DJ Tiesto
I dont get the idea here.... =.="

What do you think when you see the person you like?
Lovely by Deep Side
:D

What do your parents think of you?
You Must Be by Gina Rene

What will they play at your funeral?
You're my Everything by Santa Esmeralda
Im Glad~~ :)

What will they play at your wedding?
Everybody's Fool by Evanescenes
Ahaha! WTH laa...

If someone says, "Is this okay?" you say?
You'll be in my heart - Phil Collins

What is some good advice?
Have you ever really loved a woman by Bryan Adams

What does everyone else think about my current life?
Heaven Knows by Rick Price

What will your dying words be?
Losing Grip by Avril Lavigne
Shit...Why must this song? =.="

When I meet a guy/girl for the first time I say?
Imaginary by Evanescenes

When my parents are angry I say?
The best That You Can Do by Christopher Cross
I surely got whack! Haha

My current obsession?
Like a Boy by Kiara
Ahaha...Goodness Grace, this is sooo not my obsession! =.="

What song best represents my friendship with others?
My Love by JT

The next time you stand up in front of a group of people, you'll say?
Going Under by Evanescenes

Your favorite thing to say when drunk is?
No Air by Jordin Sparks ft. Chris Brown

Your innermost desire?
Still by Lional Richie

Your friends say behind your back?
Let Me Go by 3 Doors Down
Since when did I become so bossy? =.="

You say behind your friends' backs?
With you by Chris Brown

When you wake up in the morning, you mutter?
So Long Jimmy by James Blunt
WTH! Who's this Jimmy anyway?

If you found yourself lost on a desert island, you'd yell?
Elevator by Timbaland ft. Flo-Rida
Ahaha...expecting an elevator on a deserted island!

You scream during sex?
Im Like a Lawyer With the Way I'm Always Trying to Get You Off by Fall Out Boy

What's your excuse for reposting this?
Come Undone by Duran Duran
How tell hell its turn out to be true?? =.="

I tag anybody who reads this.

How should I say this???
I really don't know how to express it...
It's all mixed up.
I'm sad!, I'm disappointed!, I'm upset! with THEM and also at myself.
Why can't I get things right? Why can't I make them listen to what I've to say?
THEY really let me down. :((

These 2 people really really really take my smile away and change it to sadness.
One with a problem and trying to run by doing something stupid.
And another one who can't accept any advise and keeps on running away.
A friend trying to give an advise and end up being countered with obscene language.
How can you tolerate with that?
Just admit it you STUPID FOOL! Admit that you've really fell for "it" and you can't find a way out. And when I'm telling you the fact, you mock me like hell, like I know nothing.
Who do you think I am? A stupid fool like you? You wrong! I am way smarter than that micro brain of yours!
Oh and if you're reading this, do you know why I'm still standing right in front of your face? Because I'm afraid of risking our friendship which might affect others as well. So be thankful to me for taking care of our friendship and your ugly asses. Seriously dude, you really such a pain in the ass. Just for reminder, I don't lost anything if I lost you but you WILL lost something if you lost me.

p/s: I know you might not be yourself at that time but still I am offended. And now I'm a total loser for not being able to straight things up. Thank You so much guys for the misery you brought into my life. :(

Another birthday bash celebrated. This time was for the twins. Ramadhan and Shawal. Well, I don't think I need to elaborate more on what we did before the birthday bash because it's been like a must on each birthday bash to have rounds of Dota. However I do think that this time was a bit over the top. Seriously. They bought so many 'ingredient'. Eggs and flour as usual, added with new ingredient as such coffee, cooking oil?, and this last 'ingredient' would likely sounds odd...it's 'ayam masak merah'. What the heck! was that for right? What have gotten into these friends of mine punye otak. Haha. But it was fun though. This is like the first time I've really got my hands real dirty. Yes, I got both my hands mixed up with all the ingredients. Can you imagine the smells? If you think it must be really stinks then you just got it wrong. Haha. The smells actually not really stench. Apparently the smell of ayam masak merah outstands all the smells.

*Sigh*
This is gotten worst one after another. Just visualize when my time's up. I've no damn idea what else they could add in their so called so-smart-ingredient. Just hoping it's not as 'eeewww~' as this time. Haha.
If I'm not mistaken, next will be ayie. Gotta wait and see whats gonna happen next. So stay tune.
Haha. :D

Well, there's a software called netscan here where it links other's internet connections to ours and it works the other way around. While I'm looking through shared folders, one folder got my attention. It is something about selling computer hardwares. The hardware is kinda interesting and the price is very tempting if you know what I mean. But the attitude in replying to other person's sentences kinda shows some bad attitude there, or should I say the person thinks that he is the only one with knowledge in PC ?

Ok, here is the dialog. Not sure who type it though, I just simply copy and paste it here.
Read at your own risk!

-RAM DDR2 4gb =RM180 satu...kalo 2(RM290)
-Processer AMD athlon64™ 3.80GHz(cukup power) =RM270
-Motherbot bios star 6.00(support 8gb ram) =RM255
-H.disk 260gb =RM260
-Mouse wirless =RM130
-keybord wirless=RM20(white)

-speker bass :3000w= RM700 new beb

ape2 contect saye YM:abd_United@yahoo.com
no.hp=0122565874

-barang baik punyer bole jadi server beb..
sebab jual, aku dah pakai leptop skrg mls nak bawa balik pc berat ni
ape2 conttect aku ye
k.(semua dijamin Halal)
warenty 1mount)siap ngan reset, <---- What he meant is receipt. ^_^ -lawak seh mane de HDD 260gb
RAM mahal .. tu sekeping 1GB ke sekeping 2GB ?

-ade la *****...kalo xde apsal aku nk jual? bodo la ***** ni

-(aku nak!!
xnak speaker..
xnak mouse..
xnak h.disk..
xnak keyboard..)

-hardisk x leh kurang???

-xyah ckp ngan bdk yg xtaw psl hdd tu bro..dorg x men pc br..men pc kokak kot..hahhaha

-eleh...cam ko pro psal pc nak sound dak tuh..bajet bagus..kemak jer~~pc ko tuh ntah pc pak guard kai scan matrk card tu lagi bgus kot..ahaha

-binatang hanjing

-bro....lu nye hdd tu sd ke???klau sd ok..........klau laen xmo ar

-heh c'mon laa pc kokak? latest bro, hdd pun skrg 250gb, 320gb..260gb tah kurun bile tah wakakaka. mahal lak tu. 320gb skrg pun dh rm210 jek
-motherboard bios star? BIOSTAR ade laa kekekeke. model pe? geforce series? t-series? xkn xtau, ckp men pc br
-AMD athlon64 3.8GHz? single core? mahal tu, baik beli dual core X2 baru. baru RM215 ahaks
-RAM brand ape? kingston? mushkin? ocz? crucial? g.skill? xtau? freq 533 ke 667 ke 800? value ram 1gb ke 2gb?

-pegi mampusssssssssssssss laa *****!

-ape marah bro, tanye tu..kasi gambar laa nak tengok..RAM DDR2 533/667/800? Athlon64 3.8GHz setahu x wujud..2.8GHz ade laa, xpun typo model 3800+? HDD 260GB pun setahu xpenah wujud..harga baru SATA2 500GB pun da RM260-280 da
()v

- Rumah awak SS berapa yer ? Memang tak pernah nampak barang barang pc nih. Nak bawa satu legenda datang tengok technology baru.


-bapak mahall giler *****...weh macha...DDR 2 keping skang 70 ringgit je la...sepanjang aku belajar IT selama 5 taun x pernah aku jumpa harddisk 260 gb giler bodo nya ko nie....
mouse wireless ko sampai 130..lemon beli ngan bdk umah aku pun 50 hengget jek....hahahahaha
ko nie kecing kuat la ,,,

RAM DDR2 4gb =RM180 satu...kalo 2(RM290)
- 4x1GB DDR2-800 baru RM276..klu 2x2GB DDR2-800 RM278..nie seken RM180 RM290??
Processer AMD athlon64™ 3.80GHz(cukup power) =RM270
- AMD xpenah kuarkan 3.8GHz..setakat nie klu OC pun AMD masih xdapat cecah 3.8GHz..tu pun klu paham ape maksud OC laa kan??
Motherbot bios star 6.00(support 8gb ram) =RM255
- nie lagi satu, bios star?? Biostar ade laa tapi model 6.00 tah mane punye tah..Biostar TA690G/TF7050 pun support 8GB, harga baru RM264/269
H.disk 260gb =RM260
- HDD 260GB xpenah wujud..250GB ade laa, xpun 120GB+120GB+20GB = 3 HDD?? hahaha
Mouse wirless =RM130
- mouse wireless ape?? microsoft punye?? logitech?? zzz abes
* klu da xtau ape2 pasal pc tu xyah nak maki orang lain cam bagus..tego skit nak ngamok

Buang masa kau taip details camtu, dia bukan faham pun =P

Haaa...don't u find it hilarious?
I'm not trying to say I'm pro on PC hardwares, In fact,I myself just learnt a bit here and there about it. But still...I know what's on the list and what's not on list of PC harwares. If you read through the conversations, you'll also find that the price somehow is totally irrelevant. Goodness grace, where's in the hell this guy bought his specs at? And what do you think that makes me say that this specs of him is a WoW factor? Yes, the 3.8GHz of AMD Athlon Processor. That seriously is a WoW factor, no kidding. I would really love to set my eyes on it if its real. :)

Moral of the story...Make sure you're knowledgeable enough on something before you argue with people. Or maybe you can just do some research on it so you wouldn't get embarrassed. It won't gonna take long. At least not gonna take as long as you're going to take to recover your lost pride. Right?

Dude! You just drop your face off down to the ground. Smile! :)

The more I stalks on other's blog, the more I felt my blog's duller.
The more I felt it's dull, the less I feel to blog. *Sigh*

How should I amend this blog of mine to suites my satisfaction?
What color should I use for the font?
Which interface should I put on?
Which background to choose?
What colors gonna please my eyes?
All these bullshit sometimes gimme a headache.
All these little thing which suppose to be ignore concerns me.
Being perfectionist sometimes can be weary. =.="
SUCH A PAIN IN D A**

May 9th 2008 - The day started with so much of hassle. Huge amount of works still undone. Unsure if I can keep the punctuality. All became chaotic. My works turned out not as neat as it always been. It was like the first time ever I used the normal thin paper as my cover page for assignments. And I messed up the font as well. From sophisticated Architext to a normal fugly Times New Roman. I just can't help it but to hate my ugly works. Nothing can be done. I don't give a damn about slightest mistake I made as long as the lecturer received my assignment safe and sound. That was all I thought that time. The world became smaller and smaller as the time passed by. How I wish I can just did like Fared and Danial. Complete the Pass question and having their good time playing games or do whatsoever they want. But then I just can't. I was aiming for Distinction. I've been struggling for the D. I want that D. So I might as well continue what I've started. But what if I don't get the D? All my hard work will be futile. This is so fucking stressful. Even after the works done you still have to think about it. Dammit. I hate HND world.

Luckily enough for me, the day didn't ended as bad as it started. It turned out to be the otherwise. It was all thanx to the 2 Days of Freedom concert. Yes, I went to PD after all the hassled. I'm with Nik, Fared, Aie, Nas, Shane, Hazrul and Rudy. The accommodation was sponsored by my dad. Thanx dad. Our real intention of going there was to check on DJ Tiesto since he's one of the best DJ but didn't expect that other DJs were good as well. Hot chicks are everywhere. Just can't take my eyes of them. Haha. But there's one I really can't turn my eyes away. She's cute. xD.
The concert was lively. It was wild. It was a blast! That was like the first time I let go of my inner self and it really felt good. Haha. Didn't expect that was coming from me right?
The concert ended at 4am but we were too tired to wait until then since we were all starved to death. So we chow around 3am and find a place to fill our stomach. Then we went back to resort and all started to doze off like a dead man.

May 10th 2008 - Day of laughter. We did nothing. Just lepak for the whole day.

May 11th 2008 - MOTHER's DAY! Happy Mother's Day mum. Love you! :)
Time to pack our belongings and leave the place for good. Back to our "beloved" college. On the way back, we stop by KFC for lunch and guess what?? I met the cute chick I was talking earlier. What a coincidence. Maybe I and her were meant to be together. Haha. Silly me. Then we just continued our way back to college and it was all that. Nothing much interesting happened. :)

I was stalking at other people's blog while ago. Then I found this picture. Picture that related to me and it does amuse me and at the same time scares me a little. I think I really should consider on taking photography on future.

Architecture indeed is a great course but it is fucking tough. I know somehow I'm capable of achieving it but with this attitude I'm implying to my life right now? Nah...Just seems too far-fetch. I just can't help myself but to let the slothness get the best out of me. Progression of my assignments not even reach 10%. With all these BSET, Tech A and DPA need to be done by doing site visits...I AM FUCKING LAZY. Plus, with the habits of putting too much commitment on games which I still can't get rid off...I think I'm dying. My habits and education really don't resemble each other. Which one should I throw away? Habits or Educations? Lol! Stupid Q. I'm a moron, yes?! ;p So that's the end of it.


BSET - Building Services Engineering Technology
Tech A - Technology A
DPA - Design Principle and Application

No more hatred, no more egos and no more silent treatment.
Things are back to normal. Thats for sure.

We're OK now. Trying to fix every single broken glasses we've caused ourself bit by bit. I know its not gonna be like how it was but it will be worth trying. I believe that. In fact, it might end up being better than it was. And I got lots of nakama* to help me out here. Thank you.
But at the end, its gonna be us who will decide wether to reinforce our friendship or ruin it.
I believe in you. I believe in myself. :)

Nakama* - Friends in Japanese

There's something got into me.
But I just don't know what it is.
This kind of feeling somehow feels good.

You know, sometimes when there's a moment u got butterflies in ur stomach and in the same time you feel happy, nervous, and all kind of feelings mixed up. Its all haywire. Yeah, thats the kind of feeling im going through right now when I meet this certain someone. Haha. I know, its kinda lousy right? But it actually really thrills me.
Does this what people called L.O.V.E? *Blush* xD

And what's so unfortunate bout this is I dunno what to do. So I just do nothing. Just go with the flow. Hope this will work somehow. Haha. What a high expectation I put on. Seems a little far-fetched to be true. And can't believe that at last I fell for someone in reality, not in my wildest dreams.
Yada Yada.
I've mumbling alot about this topic. Lame me. Guess I should stop here. Anecdot. ;)

April 3rd. Been celebrating 3 birthdays in a row. 1st to come was Dan and d second was nik. Happy belated birthday guys. And today is hilman's. Happy birthday dude. U're getting older and taller now. Even last time u were taller than me. Lol. What to do...Im just a shorty innocent guy. :p

Dan's and Nik's celebration was havoc! We went somewhere around sepang for ikan bakar. Quite a distance from mantin I must said. Took us around an hour to get there. The food was just so-so but the drink...sux. Tasteless for a juice. What a waste right? But if it somehow would make them happy, then it is ok la kot. Then we headed to pantai. The sand's there fucking nice and cold some more. Feels like wanna lay on it. Seriously, no kidding. :)
Next session was back to nilai for foosball. As always, got my ass kicked by tht fucker, Fared. Ya la, what to expect from newbie right? No way I can beat a semi-pro player. *Sigh*
Back to Mantin, we got ourself into cyber cafe and what else to do when we're there? That's right...DotA. My lucky night for dota. We had 3 games and I'm on d winning team for all 3 games. Hoorah!
Here comes the fun part which also d finale. Baling telor to birthday boys!!!!
They were both wet and stinked by d eggs. But I got myself wet by d egg as well. Trying to whack d egg behind Dan's back and the egg splash back at my face. Lol. Clumsy me. The egg sure is sticky. Gross.
Thts how we ended our day. :)

New journey embarks here, this moment. Bye bye foundation and welcome HND. The world where restless people live in. A year down and 2 years more to go.

Well, lets have some preview for d past few weeks.
After suffered from last semester's subject, thought that d suffering met d end there but unfortunately it continued till d end of holiday. Sitting at home just too...LIFELESS! Thats d proper word to use I think. All went haywire coz of boredom. Cant really go out. So spent too much time on sleeping and d rest for movies,anime and TV series marathon.

Luckily d holiday finally ended. And am back here to college. And how fortunate to know that I did quite well on my last semester results eventhough I didnt complete my model but somehow I can get a grade not to say great but at least allowed me to maintain my pointer. For d rest of my subject, I got A's! Yay! Alhamdulillah.

Now still waiting for classes to commence. Lepaking here with friends kinda makes me relax a bit before back to be assignment's slave. Thnx guys esp. to Fared, Nik, Nas and Ayie. Kinda close to them lately. Dunno why. Maybe they're a bit more happening than d rest. Sorry to say that. Hope no one got offended.

Still got 2 days to relax. Gonna fully utilize d time wisely ;)

*shrugged*...
Guess am back shittin' at this blogspot. Yeah,Its been a while...I know. but it cant be help since this semester is soooo very damn hectic for me to cop everything. This and that and so forth. Even an AI robot will eventually explode ya know. Hopefully I wont. *sigh*

At this moment I just wanna finish things up, end this chaotic semester and start a new one with LESS chaotic + LESS tense = MORE relax + MORE DotA. Lol. :p

Oh btw, 'thanx' to Lily Zahara Razali for making me bloggin' again. She kept on pushing me to update my blog and so did my bestie Naz.
And here I am wasted my time thinking up words for blogging instead of finishing my drawings. Haha. Fool me. :p

Ok...gtg now! Back to be drawing's slave. :)